Neji. Tadase. Lavi. Allen.

Reunion & worries.

2011-12-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hurrow :B

Taiwan trip went surprisingly fine. Although my relatives walked superrrr sloowww and I couldn't stand it, I managed to get myself books. One if a Miyasaki film comic, The Cat Returns, and the other's an English book called 'Room'. The food at Taiwan is really good, but I think I grew sideways D:

Well, today I had Physics tuition with everyone again (Clara, Emily and Siok Hwee.) It almost seemed like some big family reunion. Emily got tanner cause she went to Perth, Clara painted her nails a pretty blue-and-white polka dot pattern. Siok Hwee started working this holiday and also, she seemed to open up to all of us. Finally feel like we're all really close. Learnt about electricity (A=C/S, V=J/C, V=RI, P=VI heheh.), series and parallel circuits and it was a really interactive lesson with alot of humour. Correction, deadpan humour. To quote an example,

Teacher:" This is a live wire because it has 240 volts and this-"

Me:" Let me guess, a dead wire because it has 0 volts."

*teacher gives the stare*

Well, yeah. Everyone was laughing so it was a good time.

Anyway, there are other things on my mind, like Xinru and Rina's presents, school reopening, homework and also, his reaction after reading my post. I'm actually quite bothered by all these things, and I feel suffocated o-e There's also O levels next year to worry about for. I want to enter TJC/ MJC, so I have to work harder.

Ah well, 2011's ending, might as well enjoy the remaining days, hm?

Utterly disgusted.

2011-12-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

Hey there!~

-Start of rant-

So today I went to twitter to find out that a junior has actually insulted my vice-president and president. And apparently, used the word 'stupid' on them. I'm sorry but, where has the respect and awe for the seniors gone to? This junior is also aiming to be in my position, Treasurer.

What happened to Interact Club? What happened to "Nothing is too small as long as it comes from the heart" and "Service Before Self"? Where has the passion for youths who join Interact gone to? Why has it been replaced by these rude bunch of brats who think too highly of themselves and brag in front of their elders? Is this what they are taught at home? Have they been brought up this way?

If so, I'm ashamed. As a member of our club, as a member of TKGS, as a member of the community, as a member of society. If this is what our youths have become, I am utterly and completely speechless.

If this 'girl', has any sense of remorse (in which I hope she does), she better apologize to both my president and vice president IMMEDIATELY. They had no right to be called 'stupid', whatsoever by a small fry. And if she should become the next Treasurer, I will vehemently oppose to this decision, until she can prove to be of the school's values, Moribus Modestus and uphold our club's visions and mottos well. If not, say sayonara to this position. Don't even think about staying in this club. I don't welcome rude people who are passionless and just want power.

-End of rant-

December

2011-12-11T13:42:00.004+08:00

Hello! I've come to revive this dead blog haha, just for the fun of it xP

So it's already December, time flies pretty quickly ^^ 2011 has been a rollercoaster year. One moment I'm really happy, then the next moment everything comes crashing downwards. But it's also that in 2011, I know who are my true friends are, and I'm grateful for that.

I'm flying to Taiwan next week, so hopefully I'll be able to get a few souvenirs back for my friends, and also something for myself (if it's even possible xD) There's a Sky Lantern festival, during the trip, and we can get to release Sky Lanterns if the weather's good.

I've been pretty busy this month as well, preparing gift ideas for Xinru and Rina's birthday, packing my luggage, writing an article for the school magazine, tuition, until I haven't had the time for my holiday homework and time to go out with my friends. On the bright side, I'm still keeping contact with Jordain and Charissa, who are my primary school friends since I was 8 (Haha yup, it's really incredible!) and I'm more active on tumblr hehe ^^

Lastly, I'm leaving everyone with a picture (Well, for those that happen to chance across my blog haha.) Happy holidays~ And good luck in 2012! ^^

Amath class test

2011-01-26T17:40:00.002+08:00

A math test was horrible. I screwed question 2. My answers are a little different from my classmates. I MIGHT HAVE TO ATTEND REMEDIAL D8 Almost wanted to start crying when I couldn't solve question 2 x-x Oh well. As long as I pass A math, I'll be really thankful ._.

Nothing much happened today. I mean, LEGACY was a total fail since Gertrude hadn't come up with any dance steps for the CNY performance /: And I had a few steps in mind but I didn't want to say it cause I thought it loked stupid xD

And Physics is just S-L-O-W D8 The teacher is just crawling through Mesurements and I'm just sitting there like:

"Oh my god."

And he FINALLY gets the point we did the same chapter in sec 1. I mean seriously? -.- And lol, he could have spent more time for othr chapters tested but nooo, he wanted to focus more on micrometer screw gauges and vernier calipers. Good luck to me for Physics /:

I keep seeing VS people lately. Lol the other day was Shuhang, yesterday was Wei Jie and today was, Ming Huang. Or at least he looked like Ming Huang ._. Ohmigod if I waved to a random stranger it'd be weird right? xD Hm.

I should really go revise my bio for the test tomorrow. URGH. And today was A maths D8 Triple Science is super hard. And omg if piano didn't cheer me up yesterday I would have cried the whole night cause I've been feeling really stressed out lately. Gaah. Okaay. Revising time x-x Ciao people (:

Vibrant Colours

2011-01-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hee. I can actually say (really say): I do not regret NOT going for OBS. I kind of enjoy all the activities that they planned during the non-OBS programme.

Originally.
I seriously had this stereotypical thinking that the non-OBS programme would be very very boring, for no-life people (Lol yezz like me, a mugger :D) and not fun at all.

Now.
Uhh basically because on Monday and Tuesday, I learnt how to be more positive, more confident and to think out of the box with the help of others really changed my whole perspective of the non-OBS programme. And apparently, I thought that painting the school would be boring, tiring, and super lame to paint murals in the school.

I mean seriously. It's a secondary school. Painting walls sounds so childish o.e

Ultimately, I still had alot of fun. Managed to find out about people more, like Xin Hui and Chelsea, make more friends like Lingshi and Gertrude, and to have fun myself. I got closer to people I thought in a million years I'd never get close to (: I managed to make friends from other classes. And lastly, I managed to keep in touch with my other close friends who didn't go for OBS.

Rawr. So I hope tomorrow goes well. I hope we manage to complete the purple parts of the murals. And we're going to bring raincoats and shower caps tomorrow to paint and prevent the paints from staining our shirts (LOLOL.) We're going to say "THIIIIS IS WAAAAR!" to the walls tomorrow >:D Teehee. Muggers are so awesomely clever :3

Haha. I should go get sleep. Nights y'all :D

CCA Promo Day

2011-01-16T12:21:00.002+08:00

Was thee bomb 8D It was tiring and embarrassing, but fun and awesome all together.

The sec 1s all so quiet >-> Then like not very enthu D8 But it's okay, we managed to captivate them for a short while with the dance, and I didn't screw up alot of it, so I guess it's okay ^^ Then there were two CCAs that crashed ours. Badminton and Drama .__. Lol but it was funny 8D And we had to seriously shout to overpower their voices and stuff >-> Saw Xin Hui and she gave a SUPER NICE hairpin made from STRAWS x3 Guides are cool :D Haha no seriously. I really want to learn how to make the hairpin now o-o

Well anyway, after the whole CCA promo thing I went to eat lunch with Xinru, Shantel, Isabella and Vidhi. Apparently Shantel told us Art Club was crashing almost every CCA. Since she had a promo board, she went round other CCAs and started to wave it to the sec 1s to distract them from the CCA they were looking at :D

Genius.

And then after finishing our lunch, I went to Parkway to find my family (: They were there to eat lunch and buy CNY shoes/ clothing. AND THEN I SAW CELESTE with other 2e2 people :D Teehee, so happy, cause we hugged and she looked so happy to see me 8D Whee then I had to go into some shoe shop cause my mum found a pair of shoes for me xD

Rawr. Then after a few hours, we came out from Giant and was going to the second level. LOL then I saw Shuhang and waved in front of his face xD GAH THEN VERY FAIL CAN. I heard his friends saying something that I want to dig a hole and hide in .____.

Then I reached home at about 9 plus (yeah, from 8am-9pm. Been out the whole day xD) and was so tired D8 Then Charissa called me and we started talking about random stuff :D Mainly about her week at camp, and tumblr jokes LOLOL.

Rawr. Eventful day huh /: Which I enjoyed alot. Cause I got to see alot of people that I really missed and although it was tiring, I think it's worth it. There are more sec 1s this year signing up for Interact, which makes me happy ^^ And I hope that I'll see most of them in Interact after January :D

Hm. Long post today LOLOL so I think I shall stop here (:

The end of a week

2011-01-14T19:52:00.003+08:00

Rawrrrr.

We had two tests today, E-math and Chinese compo. They were both just so asdfghjkl. Gaah. And then bio was even worse. We had to do charades for cell organelles and I was given: 'Centriole. I'm am important in cell division.' And practically the whole class didn't know the answer. The closest they got to was cytoplasm /: And I was the only student whom no one could guess the action. I feel so phail D8

Then after school. We went outside to eat (cause Xinru said she wanted to eat at the bubble tea shop, if not we'd probably have eaten in school xD) and halfway eating my chicken rice I saw Weng Hong (: Then because I was in a middle of a convo, I suddenly started waving and going: 'Ohmygosh hi!', everyong just stopped and looked at me like I'm some crazy person -__- Then Rina said I was crazy cause she said I waved to some random stranger (or to be more apprpriate, the 'grey figure') LOLOL.

Hm then Interact was totally slack today. Idk what we even did /: So I'm so unprepared for CCA promo but whee, it's tomorrow soo. I've got this 8D

Not really sure what to do right now. I'll probably La Tale a little or tumblr or find SOMETHING to do that's not related to homework :D Haha okay so byee ^^

Oops :x

2011-01-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

Lol yeah my title sounds weird to day because alot of stuff happened today.

1) Soo today we got back our Amath mini test papers back. I scored 7/10. I mean, usually I'll think: I passed 8D Somehow today I felt like banging the wall and going: I lost marks due to careless mistakes -__- Guuh D8

2) I accidentally called Shuhang. And I didn't even know he changed his number until I realized I called the wrong number /: Which is totally weird LOL. And then when I sms-ed him I thought he was joking cause he kept giving me replies like: I don't know you, your number rings a bell and stuff. But he actually didn't remember me, soo yeah xD

3) I kept messing up the dance steps during the practice session today! D8 Especially the part at 'Give you my number, you call.' Then Charmaine had to keep teaching me the correct moves, but the blur yours truly still screwed that part up everytime we danced.

All in all, today was just horrible, considering the fact that so many things BAD happened /:

And I hope I score well for tomorrow's Emath and Chinese compo test >< If not. That's bad .___. Rawr. Going to blog hop and then sleep -w- Sayonara (:

Almost Love

2011-01-12T22:56:00.002+08:00

O h m y g o s h. I'm so tired today =_= I didn't have time to revise for my Chem okaay D8 Cause I was practically using the laptop to research on my stupid essay on HEROES pfft >-> And I still had to type out Interact stuff so tomorrow I'm going to look like a freaking zombie in class -__-

Haha guess what. CCA promo day's going to be awesome 8D Cause we're going to dance and sing as a performance. And so for today's Interact session, we practically learnt a whole DANCE. In about less than 2 hours. Ikr we're just so awesome ;D

Gaah I hope more Interactors will come in this year. Last year the number was quite. Disappointing /: And actually. I don't want people to just get kicked into our CCA just because they can't find one. If they do. I feel that they better try to learn to like our CCA. If not, then. Yeah. Our CCA's reputation will go down .__.

And yes. I should go get sleep. CHEM TEST TOMORROW AND I DIDN'T STUDY. AWESOMENESS TO THE MAX. Ah well. Like Rachel says: I've got this. Arararararara 8D HAHAHA okay I'll sign off. Byee (:

2011-01-10T22:29:00.002+08:00

Heyy (:
Okaay so school was totally tiring today, since almost every subject had homework /: Plus by the time I reached home I was tired and I still needed to do my homework D8
Haha awesome much? o.e

Well. Nothing much really happened today, But uhh. After school, Brigitte, Shantel and I went to Popular to get our books we didn't have /: Brigitte met her friend on the way, and we met Insyirah at Popular too xD Rawr and then what I wanted (the Pass with Distinction A&E Math book) were out of stock soo. I'm so going to die tomorrow -.-

Heheh. Gaah should get some sleep if not Imma look like a pandaa tomorrow. Actually who cares since I'm in a girls' school /: LOL well. Better turn in for the night now. Ciao (:

New Year; New Beginning

2011-01-09T17:50:00.002+08:00

Lalala. It's the new year and school's somehow asdfghjkl /: Too much homework, tests and stuff but I guess I'll manage to cope x-x

WELL ANYWAY. I managed to make two friends during the first week of school HEHEH. They're Yu Meng and Yin Yu. Yu Meng is my lab partner so that's how I got to know her. She's really smart and hardworking D8 LOL I'm freaking out and getting pressured xD Yin Yu is just like Eunice, she's uhm. Not really tall o.e But yeah her personality is quite warm and friendly. I just hope that she won't keep disturbing me with her letters too much and stuff, since we're sec 3 and we need to focus more on our studies xD I HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. I didn't want to put it negatively but yeah :x

Oh well I just realized I didn't blog about my trip to Taiwan soo. I'll just recap. I made a few friends :D Ehh I forgot some of their names though. I can only remember Weng Kong, Weng Hong, Coel, Weng Lok and Joey /: HAHA. And I gained weight from the Taiwan trip so I need to start dieting. JK. Who diets seriously >->

Bleh. I'm worried about alot of stuff now. I mean. School, studies, CCA, EXCO, class comm, friends and everything x-x Gahh. Worried my grades will go down. Worried I won't be promoted to EXCO .__. Worried I won't be able to make the class bonded D8 Worried I won't be able to make more friends /: Haha I'm going to grow more white hair xD

Hm. I think I'll go blog-hopping since I spent alot of time on tumblr already HAHA xD

Innocence quiz

2010-12-02T13:19:00.002+08:00

Well. Wanted to revive my blog anyway and I saw something interesting so I decided to just do this for fun .__.

01. Smoked [ ]
02. Drank alcohol [x] (does one sip count?)
03. Cried when someone died [x]
04. Been drunk []
05. Had sex. [ ]
06. Been to a concert [x]
07. Gotten/given a hand job [ ]
08. Been verbally/sexually harassed. [ ]
09. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. [ ]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 97%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. [ ]
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose [ ]
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. [ ]
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.[ ]
15. Been to prom. [ ]
16. Cried at school. [x]
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store. [ ]
18. Went streaking. [ ]
19. Given or received a lap dance. [ ]
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. [x]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 95%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. [ ]
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house. [ ]
23. Kissed a stranger. [ ]
24. Hugged a stranger. [ ]
25. Went scuba diving. [ ]
26. Driven a car. [ ]
27. Gotten an x-ray.[ ]
28. Hit by a car.[ ]
29. Had a party.[x]
30. Done drugs. [ ]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 94%

31. Played (strip) poker/darts/pool/anything.[ ]
32. Got paid to strip for someone.[ ]
33. Run away from home. [ ]
34. Broken a bone .[ ]
35. Eaten sushi. [x]
36. Bought porn. [ ]
37. Watched porn. [ ]
38. Made porn. [ ]
39. Made beans. [ ]
40. Been in love. [ ]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93%

41. French kissed.[ ]
42. Laughed so hard you cried. [x]
43. Cried yourself to sleep. [x]
44. Laughed yourself to sleep. [ ]
45. Stabbed yourself. [ ]
46. Shot a gun. [ ]
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. [ ]
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. [x]
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours [x]
50. Watched an animal die. [ ]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 89%

51. Watched a person die. [ ]
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present. [ ]
53. Pranked somebody. [x]
54. Put somebody in the hospital for something serious. [x]
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out. [ ]
56. Made spicy beans. [ ]
57. Dressed punk. [ ]
58. Dressed Goth. [ ]
59. Dressed preppy. [ ]
60. Been to a motocross race. [ ]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR : 87%

61. Avoided somebody. [x]
62. Been stalked. [ ]
63. Stalked someone. [x]
64. Met a celebrity. [ ]
65. Played an instrument. [x]
66. Ridden a horse.[x]
67. Cut yourself [ ]
68. Bungee jumped. [ ]
69. Ding dong ditched somebody. [ ]
70. Been to a wild party.[ ]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 83%

71. Been caught stealing something. [ ]
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls. [ ]
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.[ ]
74. Gone out with your friend's crush. [ ]
75. Got arrested.[ ]
76. Been pregnant.[ ]
77. Babysat. [x]
78. Been to another country.[x]
79. Started your house on fire. [ ]
80. Had an encounter with a ghost. [ ]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 81%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients. [ ]
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by. [x]
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex. [x]
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months. [ ]
85. Sat on your butt all day. [ ]
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself. [ ]
87. Had a job. [x]
88. Gotten cut from a sports team. [ ]
89. Been called a whore. [ ]
90. Danced like a whore. [ ]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity. [ ]
92. Been in a car accident. [ ]
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes. [x]
94. Been told you have beautiful hair. [ ]
95. Raped somebody. [ ]
96. Danced in the rain. [ ]
97. Been rejected. [x]
98. Left a restaurant without paying. [ ]
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face. []
100. Been raped. [ ]

TOTAL PERCENTAGE LEFT: 76%

.______________.

2010-09-22T19:02:00.001+08:00

Self potrait .-. (Lol I know it doesn't look like me at all -.-)

2010-06-27T14:08:00.002+08:00

LOL I saw this from Charissa's blog and decided to 'kope' xD

DEAR FAIRY GODMOTHER,
I promise to be a good girl.
My mummy told me that i was very determined girl when i was little.
And i dont know what happened to that girl.
Please show me how to perservere.
I want to quickly finish Grade 8 piano, even if my results are not as good as Gary's.
[I know they'll never be... ^^]
I want to be a useful chairman.
I want to be more efficient and not so hopeless as a BOD member.

With much love,
Elysia

2010-06-03T21:02:00.003+08:00

O.o

Ah well my blog died :l

Hm. anyway I've been lazy to update and no one's tagging. Hee ^^

So uh.

The first week of June holidays I've been:

Doing Heymath Benchmark tests
Facebook-ing
Doing a little bit of History research
Doing my Chinese project script
Calling up beneficiaries for CIP
Uhh. Watching CLANNAD After Story
Reading Evil Star
Doing Science e-learning worksheet

That's about it. Hm. A bit boring, haha. Then I talked to Mavis today about our Chinese project and she sidetracked about Converse shoes :l Asked me whether the red or black one was nicer (I still prefer the red :D). Then I explained the story we're doing to her but she was confused. And basically, what I have been doing from then onwards is facebook-ing and researching on the History essay homework :D

Hm. I'm going Suntec City tomorrow for the Chinese News Production thing. Rina and Evelyn will be going, so I guess it won't be that boring to sit and listen to people talking there for about... 3-4 hours? :l Haha.

I shall go and continue my research. Haha bye~

2010-05-23T16:20:00.002+08:00

HELLO!! :D

I think my blog died, so I came to like. Revive it [:

With Installation! ^^

Heheh. It was totally awesome uh (Well. Although we were told it was worse than last year's, but WHATEVER.). During the mass dance, everyone went high [: Let's start from the beginning.

--Immediately after school; Before Installation--
Went to grab a bite, then gathered at the void deck with the other sec 2s and rehearsed singing 'The Climb" with them.

Gave our flowers to Elyn to put on the table or something, only to find out that a few of our flowers and leaves were rearranged, lost or put somewhere like extras -.- (Haha, Evelyn and mine xD) Then I think someone took the extras back and placed it on a table. Brigitte lost a leaf(?) and started crying ): Everyone was panicking at that point in time cause she was an usher and she was M.I.A. In the end Vidhi found her in the toilet -.-

Rina came out from DEP and wanted to see our performance. I think I started jumping :D Then Desiree passed me a tie and asked me to wear it == Haha. Wore it, and I totally looked stupid in it :l With my fringe clipped up somemore ok -.- Haha. Had to speak to the Rotarians and guests (SCARY D:) and then at around 4 Installation began [:

--Installation--
I shall skip the speeches and the ceremony part and move on the performances.

Sec 2s: Yeah, sure they said we could improve, but I think it was alright :D At least everyone cooperated and that really helped alot. Thanks to everyone who came during Wed & Thur, since it was full dress rehearsal [:

Sec 3s: I think their dance and song item was awesome [: Hm. Other than that I don't know how to describe it.

Sec 1s: Great job! [:

Mass Dance: Basically everyone went high :D But Vidhi and Rina missed it ): Vidhi had to catch a flight and left after the sec 1s dance and Rina left after the refreshments cause her mum came suddenly ): Sigh. But it was fun [;

--After Installation--
Sent Eunice home, had a really fun time talking to her. We talked about our brothers, our friends, our results for the flower arrangement etc. Haha. Then my mum had to make a detour cause we though she lived in Baywater but she actually lived near Yu Neng primary there =.=

Returned home: Tired and slightly hungry. Aletheia was listening to 'Baby' -.- Haha. Bathed, ate, read a little bit of Anthony Horowitz's "Raven's Gate" before sleeping [recommended by Rina :D]. Haha.

Kind of like a summary [: And it was fun! ^^ Haha. Hopefully this changed the people who think Interact is a bore and slacky into a one where Interact is fun and awesome [: Haha.

I shall go and print out Home Econs stuff. Bye! :D

I's.

2010-05-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

I might never be in I.C's EXCO.

I dunno if I should laugh, or if I should cry.

I'm starting to lose my confidence.

I'm not a good-enough leader.

I can't lead like other people.

I get scorned for being too linien.

I can't talk to big groups of people.

I can only do background work.

I feel useless.

I don't feel I have any leadership quality.

I think Xinru should have gotten this position.

I don't think I help people at all.

I cannot believe what Vidhi says,

I'm afraid I'll change with power.

I get too much pressure from everyone.

I try to please everyone, only to get frustrated.

I get frustrated and I cry after that.

I dunno what to do...

I may never get into the EXCO next year.

Birthday suprises.

2010-05-10T21:43:00.003+08:00

I finished the timeline!! :D For once I think I finally did something useful in our group ^^

Other than writing minutes ==

Haha. Then today we went to take photos of the school :D And we took a few jump shots and we FAILED utterly -.- Haha. Sadly the photos are in Vidhi's camera so I can't show them to you ): Then can see the failed ones, heehee :D And most of the time I was on the groud -.-

HM. Then... Omnomnom.

Oh right. There's like uh.

Evelyn's, Isabella's, Ania's, Carina's and I think have more people which I either dunno or forgot ><

Then uhh. There's Science CA next week ): I haven't revised anything yet -.- And I'm scared of getting back my Math results too D: Cause mainly I made too many careless mistakes -.- ARGH. This term's Math is screwed D: Eeyer I may not get into Triple Science like that ): Sigh.

Oh well. Anyway, looking forward to 13 May @ school :D Cause we're hosting an awesome suprise for our dear dear friend [: Haha. Sorry everyone can't be invited, cause the cake is going to be small ): Standard size, so nothing much to eat xD HAHA.

So yeah. I pray I get back good results (a pass) for Maths and my other subjects and I'll be happy. Haha. Shall go print out my timeline now. Byee.

Angry, confused

2010-05-07T20:11:00.002+08:00

Today was totally... Pissyfying?!

--P.E--
Mad at myself for not being able to explain to the class the gameplay ( UGH ), felt like a super extra in the whole team?

--Art--
Art was hell today (talk about me loving Art -.-) Apparently to the trainer, my flower arrangement can either fail or pass. Fail cause it was messy. Pass cause it still had the round shape. FANTASTIC UH. As if centrepiece not messy! Tell me one centrepiece flower arrangement that's not messy. Pfft. And he just took Vidhi and my flower arrangement and started critisizing them like no one's business.

If he thinks it's funny, well yeah haha. It isn't. His sense of humour is like what. Sarcasm uh. Then compare mine to Shantel's, saying mine is somewhat 'worse' than hers. WHAT. Never even teach us what to do still want to say stuff like that.

GAHH YES IT'S HARD NOT TO BE PISSED AT THIS GUY. EVEN ANIA LOOKED ANNOYED WHEN HE TOOK OUT ALL HER FLOWERS AND STARTED RE-ARRAGING THEM.

And he was the one who took out Vidhi's flowers and all and went to anyhow destroy the flowers. Talk about ironic. Critisising his own work uh -.-

--After School--
Had meeting with Interactors. They were sooooo co-operative. Not. Asked them to sing, they mumbled. Asked them to come up with actions they complained/ talk in their own groups. Seriously, WHAT THEY WANT. Last year didn't want to dance, and would rather sing. This year, they don't want to sing. I don't get them at all. All they want is just to go home.

Do they know they're pressurizing Yenlink and I?

OBVIOUSLY NOT.

Care only for themselves. Sometimes I really wished they went for the interview. Then they would really cherish that they got into Interact. They take things for GRANTED, and it's really annoying to see that since I had to APPEAL in. Consider themselves lucky.

And what. Give black face when Vidhi scolded?

THEY DESERVED IT. They didn't want to listen to us anyway.

If they don't want to sing, don't want ot take part, why join this CCA? Cause it's slack? LIKE NO. If they don't 'wake up' from their idea, then I don't know who will be.

And I don't know why I had to be so nice in front of them. It just sucked. Maybe I should have shouted at them. Maybe.

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Conclusion:

I am a useless person with titles given to me that I think should be better for other people and I thik I'm a total failure in my whole life.

I wish I could change. For the better... Become slightly more... Authorative. If not, people will take me for granted because I'm 'too nice/ pushover'. But I'm afraid by becoming authorative, I'll become... 'Corrupted'.

Ugh. I'm confused. What should I do... D:

2010-05-01T20:06:00.001+08:00

Fuko Ibuki

Fu-chan, Flowers

2010-05-01T19:53:00.003+08:00

AHHH SO SAD D:

I was crying so much yesterday ><

Because of Fuko Ibuki )':

She's sooo strong uh (for a ghost, ahaha xD), she didn't cry when everyone couldn't see her, when she was slowly disappearing. Even when Tomoya apologised for forgetting, she said it was a 'natural occurence' ):

AHH SO SAD D:

LOL I'm like repeating myself xD

Haha. Anyway, I love the bouquet of flowers I made for my mum ^-^ It's sooo pretty :D And it's an A++ (haha, sorry for ego-ing). LOL. Rina and Vidhi were like:" Next time if Elysia gets retrenched or something, she can still become a florist!" <<< -.- Haha, but maybe I'll consider [:

And I haven't revised anything yet :x Well. Geog chapter 3 -.- And a bit of 4 xD 5 is getting a little vague, I'll go refresh my memory soon [: So maybe I should continue facebook-ing all the way till... 9.30p.m and then go make more notes for geog ^^

Heehee. Ok byee :D

J-pop survey/ quiz

2010-04-28T20:27:00.003+08:00

I was bored so I went to edit the Kpop quiz to Jpop one :P

Favourite boy group?

Uhh. Don't have one? :l

Favourite girl group?
Ehh. Most likely Buono! :D

Favourite idol group overall?
Uhmm. Ikimono Gakari/ Buono!

Other groups you love?
Flow, Guardians 4 (on special occasions xD), etc [:

Favourite solo female singer?
Mizuki Nana, uh duh -.-

Favourite solo male singer?
Uhm. Idk YET [:

Favourite idol overall?
LOL Mizuki Nana!! :D

Favourite songs right now?
Astrogation, Taiyou Ga Niau Yo, Black Diamond, Minna Daisuki, Pre-parade, Silky Heart, Holy Night, Megumeru, DANGO DAIKAZOKU, Doubt & Trust, Kinjirareta Asobi, My Secret, Yume ni Yell! Patissierre. Have more :D Heheh.

Favourite fanclub?
?

Favourite entertainment company?
None.

Loved a group you’re not into anymore?
I still like them all! <3>First jpop song ever?
Uh == I think it was Haruka Kanata :3

First jpop music video ever?

Idk. I forgot :l

First jpop love (group/solo)?

Asain Kung-fu generation. [sounds lame xD] Haruka Kanata :D

Group you could never get into no matter how much you tried.

Any dance you can do (from a MV etc) or want to learn?
Nah. They all look so para-para ><>Any songs you memorized the lyrics to?
BLACK DIAMOND, Taiyou Ga Niau Yo, Secret Princess (the Amu ver. xD), Megumeru (halfway xD)

Hottest male in the industry to you?
...

Prettiest female in the industry to you?
Mizuki Nana. Haha I may be biased :P

A person you want to be like/admire the most?
UHH. I dunno ):

A song you must/always/usually listen to EVERY day?
Taiyou Ga Niau Yo and Black Diamond :3

Your favorite music video?
If you count Phantom Minds as one -.-

Any of your friends into jpop and who?
Rina only )':

Which group can you see yourself being dedicated to for the rest of your time into J-Pop?
Solo: Mizuki Nana

Group: Ikimono Gakari and Buono! [:

2010-04-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

The written report turned out to be playing at my house -.-

Haha. They forgot to bring the CmPS file, the surveys were with Vidhi, so we tried to recall. But we couldn't recall much, so we filled in the blanks here and there (awesome right :D) and then they were random enough to ask me to go downstairs to play 'Monkey'.

Oh. By the 'them' I mean low-IQ dinosaur (Rina Tan), Shantel, Evelyn and Stacy [:

Sadly Charissa didn't play with us as she went home with her mum ):

So we played Monkey then played badminton. And I beat Rina lots of times for single match >:D Heheh.

Then they went home and I started doing my D&T stuff :l And I finished them a few minutes ago :D

I'm dying to wtch CLANNAD. I want to watch yume pati's and maid-sama's laest episodes ):

Haha. Never mind. Think I shall go read High Lord -.-

Heehee. Byee :D

Okazaki Tomoya! ^^

Cold/ Lame joke [:

2010-04-23T18:02:00.004+08:00

OMG I TOTALLY FELL FOR THIS THE FIRST TIME I READ IT -.-

"If a red house is made out of red bricks and a pink house is made out of pink bricks, what are greenhouses made of?"

If you said green it's like totally wrong ==

If you're slow then good for you :D Cause it also took me one second to realize what a greenhouse was -.-

IT'S GLASS ==

OMG SHUHANG YOU MAKE ME SEEM LIKE A RETARD D:

Haha xD But very cold -.-

2010-04-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

RAWR. I dunno what to say :/

Look below.

Ok so you kind of get the point :l Dunno whether to say they are cool or they nothing better to do -.- PFFT.

But I see Hui Ling -.- Hahaha.

Firstly, I need to apologize to my fan Elyn for not updating my blog :D Too busy with the class/ Interact stuff -.- Heheh.

I shall continue on what happened this week.

Hm. Nothing really interesting happened, other than the fact that Phyllicia and Kimberly got married today :D Then Rina, Evelyn, Vidhi and I were like... Waiting at the field there and they ended up holding the wedding at the D&T block there == Then Phyllicia kept apologizing xD HAHA. Hm what else. OH YA.

There was History and Geography timed-assignment and there was Physics POP quiz on TIR (Total Internal Reflection). There was YLDG, which Mdm Goh showed us an insprational clip on... Ryan? The guy who went to build wells in Africa uh. Then she talked about Service Learning and stuff. And she called us back and then released us one hour later -.-

Hm. Hm. Hm. What should I get for Ania and Isabella? D: Sigh. Isabella has like almost. Everything? :/ Then Ania uh. I dunno what she wants/ needs. Never tell me. Never mind. I shall buy notebooks for everyone this year >:D Heheh.

UHHH. I don't think anything really interesting happened other than that. So I think I shall sign off here from now and then go watch anime/ do homework :D

[Ok. I shall admit the bottle thingy vid was quite cool -.-]

Haha k byeee.

2010-04-15T17:42:00.002+08:00

I made another blog [:

But it's on tumblr this time.

http://sachertorte-petitfours.tumblr.com/

Anyway.

-Morning-
Ardilla came over to give me... Hershey's Cookies and Cream! :DD My fave, haha. Then I was kind of anticipating a splash, then she say I crazy == Hahaha. Then we had Lit, it was on Animal Farm [Hm after reading the book I think it was okayy...] and I could answer some of the questiond Mr Zahari asked [: Then there was Physics. We did practical work where you shine lights and you use protractor to draw it. then Phyllicia and I started fooling around with the ray box :D Yu Yan and Ania managed to make a rainbow! :D Then I remember Xinru and Jenna coming in for Math class >:D Wonder why Xinru stay back for -coughs- xD Haha. Then for Math we did graphs [I just LOVE this topic of all Math chapters :D] but I forgot to bring my flexible curve.

Again -.-

Well basically this is how BLUR the chairman is so she must be reminded a few times next time ok? :D Haha xD

-After recess-
History was ok. I was listening throughout the lesson. Thankfully Phyllicia didn't talk to me or else I wouldn't be listening -.- Haha oops. Then for English I missed half the lesson due to Dorcas? She opened her healing wound by accident and had to go sick bay to put antiseptic cream -.- After that we had Chinese. Did the letter-writing. It was on neighbour having quarrel with your best friend uh. Then I was thinking: My neighbours didn't really talk to us much either ): Then after that I stayed back with Rina act out her stuff. She really couldn't act happy. She was better at acting scenes which were depressing == Hahaha. Oh well.

So now. I should go do my homework. So. Uhm. Byee [:

2010-04-12T19:52:00.002+08:00

Oh GAWD.

I CANNOT believe Kanda's/ Sasori's voice actor will be the same for Claude Faustus... [Takahiro Sakurai]

-.-"

Ugh. And I still can't believe Nana-chan will do the voice of Alois ):

Hm. Which goes to show she can have a low voice? :D Haha. But still -.-

Haha. Going for piano class soon. Bye [:

2010-04-12T16:58:00.002+08:00

Oh yay :D

I found beneficiaries the sec 2s can do with. One is 'Tots N' Kids Childcare and Development', the other one is the awesome Kinderland :DD

Merry Land completely rejected me flat in the face -.- Haiz.

Haha. But anyway I'm so happy I'm finally getting somewhere! ^^ All I have to do is to send the proposals to each of the beneficiaries [:

And Kinderland APPROVED of us without even looking at the proposal :D Heheh. But we can only go once to twice a month ): Downside too. Sigh.

Wonder if the sec 2s would be happy or not ):

But anyway, WHO CARES. I FOUND MY TWO AWESOME BENEFICIARIES :DD I'll just send them my proposal and hopefully Tots N' Kids will agree ^^

Fight-o~ :D

Haha. Okay. Shall go practice piano, and then go for piano lesson. Byeee.

P.S: Mavis don't cut your hair further. It looks nice [:

G7 piano exam results

2010-04-08T22:34:00.003+08:00

I passed my piano exam! :D

And I got a merit!

And my teacher said it's a HIGH merit! ^^

It's...

124.

Ok la. 6 marks more to distinction, so I won't bang my head on the wall :D Haha.

And I'm really happy. I thought I screwed aural. Hee.

And I'm happy about the fact I did Mrs Lim proud and was not like a total 'failure' this time round [:

Although Gary will be better than me -.-

WHO CARES NOW :DD

AT LEAST I PASSED.

With a merit :D

Heh.

To Shuhang: I'm like high, so sorry xD And yeah, sometimes when you expect the worst, nothing would really suprise you [: Always look on the bright side of life ^^ And uh. Yeah. Heck about your teacher and your stupid theory test the other time kayy. Enjoy yourself for now :D Cause you did your best. That's what counts [:

I shall continue typing out the CmPS minutes... -.- Ugh. Being secretary sucks sometimes ):

Haha, kk ciao [:

P.S: Sexy dinosaur called Gary 'the snail' [cause of Spongebob Squarepants -.-]. Don't blame Rina, cause dinosaurs get high really easily O_o Hahaha xD

2010-04-04T15:39:00.002+08:00

I'm like... sick. Having fever. May not be going to school tomorrow ):

Sigh.

Haha. I didn't blog for this whole week :l So let's start off with my tests.

Ugh. Maths. It was utterly HORRIBLE. Imagine not knowing how to do the sums. I think I'm failing this time round... Sigh.

Chinese letter-writing was not too bad. Other than the fact I missed out on four points, which I think mostly everyone did... And I got my format correct this time, not like last year [: Considered an improvement. Oh well.

Science pop quiz. I made a careless mistake, if not I might have gotten full marks. Sigh.

Haha. Lots of things to sigh about huh. Then I think I'm also the only to hand in my Installation invites design to Insyirah the other day, since she asked me if I only did it by myself or with other people.

Ok. And then I watched Diary of a Wimpy Kid with Aletheia and my aunt on Friday. It was... ok, average? So yeah. And then after that my aunt asked our family to go to some vegetarian restaurant at Novena Square [I think] to eat. And I realised something.

My dad's side right, their family have no basic eating ettiquete.

They always say take what you what you can finish for buffets right, but my grandma will take like no one's business, then cannot finish will make us force-eat.

So amazing right.

And sometimes I wonder why I dislike them. Heh.

So anyway, she not only did that. She added like. A whole freaking bowl of sesame oil and I drank a little bit of the soup. And they say sesame oil is heaty. Wonder where I got my fever from. Hmph.

Sigh. Need to get some rest, so will go and doze for awhile. Byee [:

Social Realist?

2010-03-28T14:32:00.003+08:00

My Type:

Social Realists are popular persons full of energy. They are reliable, well organized and helpful. Traditional values are important to them. Founding a family also plays a central role in their life. Social Realists have a marked social streak. They are always ready to listen to the worries and problems of others and spare no effort when they are asked for help. With empathy and understanding, they can sense what other people need. Social Realists are always willing to highly regard the strong points of the other person and to excuse that person’s weaknesses. They are the most sociable of all personality types. Social contacts are very important to them.

Social Realists find it very difficult to cope with conflicts and criticism - harmony is their elixir of life. Acknowledgement and esteem are very important to this type. Differentiation on the other hand is not necessarily one of their strong points. At work and in partnerships, they are loyal, committed and always there when needed. They find it easy to make friends due to their open, warm manner and they have a large circle of friends. In love, they are faithful and attentive and care for their partners with a great deal of imagination and sensitivity. Social Realists show their feelings openly and honestly. Should a relationship break up, they tend to blame themselves. That is why they find it very difficult to end a partnership even if it has not fulfilled their requirements for some time.

Social Realists are more conservative types. They have a set system of values and rules which is orientated to the prevailing traditions. They prefer clear, structured surroundings and work processes; they find too much change und unrest unpleasant. Their strong points are carefulness and reliability and not so much flexibility and spontaneity. Social Realists are open-minded towards anything new only to a limited extent. But, should one be looking for someone to fulfil a task reliably and exactly, they are the right persons.

Adjectives which describe your type: extroverted, practical, sentimental, planning, emotional, temperamental, energetic, tradition-conscious, loyal, helpful, devoted, reliable, caring, objective, thorough, organised, warm-hearted, open, friendly, sociable, chummy, obliging, self-sacrificing, public-spirited, sensitive, kind, demanding

My Career:

The Social Realist is the most social among all personality types. For you, it is essential to choose a profession where you can deal with as many people as possible. You recharge your batteries with the help of people contact and the personal exchanges needed for your very special talents to unfold. You are the prototype of the caring person in the positive sense, because you love to act on behalf of others and care for them. If you have the impression that there is a way to contribute by improving the quality of their life, it satisfies you more than anything.

For your type, the feeling to be needed, loved, and appreciated is more than vitally necessary. Therefore, working in seclusion is not for you. It is just too much counter to your extroverted nature, and your need for interpersonal interaction.You have the best ideas during dialogues with others, as they stimulate your creativity. Instead of developing abstract aid projects with the help of a drawing board, you prefer to engage yourself on the frontlines with person to person contact. For you, it is important to see the results of your work so you can go home feeling that you (again) made the world a better place - at least a bit.

You are a born team player. You are open and communicative, easily integrating yourself into group hierarchies. For your personality type, harmony is the keyword in your personal, as well as in your professional life. Since conflicts and power struggles seriously stress you making it difficult for you to attend to your tasks, you should put your emphasis on working in a stress free, respectful, and affectionate environment. Working environments continuously affected by tough infighting, and where competitive conflicts are intense represent too great a strain.

When choosing your job, it is important to make sure that your environment is characterized by chances for harmonious togetherness. Your warmth, your excellent empathy, and your readiness to help see to it that groups generally accept you quickly, and that you become an appreciated contact person for all problems and miseries of others. Because you tend to listen, comfort, and encourage, you are always the first to hear about your colleagues’ professional and private worries. Don’t overdo it. First of all, you are very sensitive taking their problems too much to heart, and secondly, is important that your work does not suffer from your social engagements.

My Love:

No other type is as loving, attentive, and committed a partner as you. Many authors describe your type as the most personable and endearing of all: caring, sensitive, and always making sure that others are comfortable in your presence. For you, investing a lot in your relationship, and totally committing yourself to another person goes without saying. You enjoy assuming responsibilities, and that applies to your partnership, as well. When you encounter hic-ups in your relationship, the first things you look for are ways to change yourself.

You were born with the need to take care of the person you love most - to the best of your ability - and to do everything to make him/her comfortable. You create a comfortable home with the feeling of security and intimacy for both of you. To please and surprise your partner, you have an astounding sense for sharing small and frequent signs of your love. Your antenna for his/her needs is almost eerie, and sometimes you almost trip over yourself with eagerness when it is important to you to meet his/her needs. In the long run, your own needs are frequently neglected when you have a partner who prefers taking over, or who does not care for you as sensitively as you care for him/her.

Any partner is going to be overwhelmed by your sensitive and exuberant nature. Because you often like to talk about things close to your heart you are not stingy with compliments and assurances of your love. You are the most emotional and passionate of the Realists. The power of your feelings often carries you away. With you, this is not just lip service because you also prove your love with deeds. Whoever is with you can always rely on you. Your fidelity and loyalty toward your partner are extraordinary and unshakeable. Comparative studies have often indicated that Social Realists lead the list of the sixteen types in the durations of their marriages. For you, a relationship represents a life-long obligation; you don’t enter into it lightly and expect stability and reliability from your partner, as well. If you are disappointed, it hurts you even more than any other of the personality types.

Sounds true :l Haha.

Found the quiz from Shuhang's blog, so I shall copy and paste the URL here:
http://www.ipersonic.com/

2010-03-28T14:09:00.002+08:00

Finally. Got some time to blog before I do my revision my dad wants me to do ^^ [Better than nothing. Haha]

So yeah uhm. Let's start feom the cheerleading?

We didn't get in.

They annouced that 2e3 and 2e7 were the classes that got in for the finals for the sec 2 classes.

Well. I think we didn't win was because Rina only came in later, but mainly cheerleading is where everyone has to participate from start to end ):

Shantel sounded angry the other day. I can understand. We didn't get in for National Day [last year], the Chinese New Year or the Cheerleading one this year. The only things that we won before were banner [3rd prize, last year] and the cleanliness award thing =.= So it's like our class has no medals at all? ): Pfft.

Oh well. That aside. Nothing much really happened. Just that our Math teacher was so poor thing uh. Her lessons were all disruputed due to Assmebly, fire drill and Vice-Principal coming to our class to give us our progress reports ): Haha.

Anyway, our fire drill exercise was awesome. Our class was 'power' uh. Everyone undr umbrellas you know (: Then the sec 1s so poor thing, sit under the hot sun for 26 min ): The teachers should release us early and then find the 4 missing pupils right? Grr. Never mind. Next year must be prepared to bring mini fan :DD Then won't be so hot == Haha.

Hm. Then my results for the progress report was ok? All A1s and A2s. But my Art got Band 5 even though it was 70 =.= Haha. My total average was 79.8% [0.2% more to 80% D:] and I lost to Phyllicia by 6.1% -.-

Yes. She got 85.9% And I'm gloating over the fact she didn't get that 0.1% >:D [LOL. So sadistic.]

My partner is awesome la, haha xD She's hardworking, so I think she deserves it. And I managed to beat Ashmita by 0.1% :DD So she started swearing at Phyllicia and I -.- I wasn't used to that, so I got kind of shocked/ annoyed/ hurt[?] xD But yeah, it was awesome :D

But I think everything is alrigt. I just have to do better for my D&T if not that will pull everything down == Hahaha.

Okay. So I think this is what really happened during the week? [: That's about it. Oh yeah.

We're going to childcare centres for our CIP, so must go find activities to do with them ^^

Hahaha. I shall go do revision for awhile then come up with the Starstrukk design [cause I'm under 'Invites' comm]. Ciao! ^^

2010-03-21T15:57:00.002+08:00

Gah. My sister scratched me and it HURTS D<

Pfft. It's bleeding. Great. I'll have to shake hands with the principal with a scratched arm tomorrow? I'll make sure she'll get it D<

Mr Yang's going to be our Physics teacher o.o I wonder how his lessons are going to be like :l

Ugh. Pain == Shall I plaster it or what?! ==

Yeah. Grumpy Breads dunno how to treat their own wounds :D Haha k bye.

2010-03-19T20:04:00.004+08:00

I came across this facebook pictures and found them cute ^^

I see Isabella >:D Second one from the left. Muahaha, so cute ^^

This one uh. See Eunice at the corner? ^^ SO CUTE :D Then Phyllicia is the second last one from the right. I think Jenna is there too, the 5th one at the top row. Heh. Everyone so cute when they were young ^^

Haha. Then I saw this page: I ♥ Yadiy group -.- Yadiy super ego uh, go make a group like that for himself == Haha, as if lots of people love him! xD

I shall go hunt more facebook pictures >:D Kk ciao for now.

2010-03-19T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hehheh. Today was awesome ^^

I think we can get in :D Although I'm the one who screwed everything up == Haha. Well. Can't expect much from someone who learnt a WHOLE NEW DANCE in just 2 hours. People would foregt some steps too right? ^^ Hee.

So yeah, anyway. I didn't really put anger into it, cause I totally forgot about that person while dancing == So yeah. Anyway I enjoyed the performances by the seniors [:

Shantel was so confident that we would win :l She was like:"Got chance uh. This time I'm sure we would get in!" Then Rina and I just stared at her for a long long time and nodded our heads reallyyy slowly xD

So after that we went to Lucky Bread to eat [Lucky Bread is the bubble tea shop, haha] and all of us ate instant noodles [: Then we were talking about pom poms. Then I was reminded of Amulet Heart and the cheer for our awesome llama mascot :D Haha.

So amazing right. Haha.

Hm. I shall continue watching Cruel Temptation :D

2010-03-18T23:44:00.001+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT. NEVER MIND. I'LL JUST GIVE IT MY ALL FOR TOMORROW. PUT MY ANGER INTO THE DANCE :D KK I SHALL SLEEP.

2010-03-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

If you do not want to participate, go to another group.

And don't EVER join this one again.

Everytime you join you back out at the last minute.

Everytime you join you crticize. We improvise, you back out.

What do you want then? You lead the group but in the end the leader is nowhere to be found.

Do you think lost sheep can find their way back?

Ridiculous.

It's everytime.

Not once.

Not twice.

How many times already, do I have to ask?

How long more do you want to carry on?

I'm already showing you my nice side.

Don't make me blacklist you, or you'll be sorry.

Obviously I don't want to complicate matters, so if you know who you are, be guilty.

Cause I'm angry, no furious, with you for backing out.

And yeah, making me mad is something really scary.

If you don't believe it, go clarify with one of my friends uh.

Hm? So scram, go away, and I don't want to see you in this group ever again.

Don't make us lose this competition because of you, a mere person.

I'm looking forward to it, and don't make me lose hope just because of you.

Do you know that I really hate people who do this? Join then back out suddenly.

If it's once, I can tolerate it. But a few times. A few times!

Hey. Get a life.

Don't want join right? I'll get someone else next time.

You've got no class spirit, that's all I can say.

Heh. So what if you think you can rule over me cause I'm a nice person.

Nice people have ugly sides too when they are provoked ok.

Heh.
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UGH. I had to let off steam la. Shantel SMS-ed that one fellow cheerleader isn't going to come. Yeah. The person up there ^ Pfft. Can our class get any better for once? -.-

I feel so failure as chairman uh. I think I have no potential at all. I wonder why people chose me again. Heh. I guess it's because it's the usual:"She's nice, she won't book, she won't scold, she won't shout, she won't....." Maybe I don't have potential at all.

Maybe the sec 3 level co-ordinator thing is also a fake la. Maybe. Sigh.

Haiz. Since when did I become this depressed. I'm lost.

Auditioning

2010-03-18T21:31:00.003+08:00

Can I NOT go for the cheerleading auditions tomorrow ==

I hate to say this but. I don't think our class can make it, so why bother.

It's cheerleading, not dance. I don't know when cheerleading became dance.

And the best thing is we're dancing to 'Down' ==

I wonder who chose the song.

~~Seriously no taste. Want our class go DOWN uh ==~~

[whoops. Class chairman shouldn't be saying stuff like that :x]

Then wear class tee and shorts tomorrow.

象话吗？有没有搞错，我们是啦啦队员，而不是舞蹈家 -.-

-runs outside to living room to see commotion, sees Perry stuck under table and crying xD-

Sigh. Why did I join in the first place uh?

Oh right. Vidhi begged me to join == And she backed out in the end ==

Awesome right -.-

Haha. We shall see yet another fall in 2e2! Nah. Just kidding xP

MONOSHITSUJI?!

2010-03-18T20:50:00.005+08:00

Honestly.

MONOSHITSUJI?! =.=

[Okay fine. Kuroshitsuji season 2.]

I WANT SEBACIEL NOWWWWWW.

[Although Alois Trancy will be voiced by Mizuki Nana == Hm...]

EEE.

Should I continue season 2?

Argh. Why must change characters T^T

And they don't look half as nice as SebaCiel Dx

See: Previous characters [left: Ciel, right: Sebastian]

New characters [left: Alois, right: Claude]

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== Maybe I should watch just for the sake of hearing Mizuki Nana's voice =_= Heheh.

Ugh.

"To watch or not to watch, is the question"

I shall ponder about it... [:

Kuroi Diamondu

2010-03-18T19:50:00.003+08:00

"Tell me your greatest desire.
“The person you desire”
With strength strong enough to shake down the volume,
try shouting with a loud voice.
Before the sun rises,
the new starting day
dances with a shadow following the light.
Yes, your hands can take it.
So, what is it that you desire? What is it you seek?
The assembled radiance in those hands,
from the disgraced sky, they’ll scoop up
the dark diamond, the Black Diamond.
With my shaking hands, I dedicate this prayer.
“The person you desire”
Is like a doll with no purpose, because
it can’t shed any tears.
Even if hurt, or full of lies,
I will never yield to them.
Only my truth is shining,
my defiance for the unseen powers.
So, what will you sing? What will you believe?
If you’re just confused, it’ll become garbage.
From the distorted night sky, shake off the
dark diamond, the Black Diamond.
So, what is it that you desire? What is it you seek?
The assembled radiance in those hands,
from the disgraced sky, they’ll scoop up
the dark diamond, the Black Diamond."
-Black Diamond, BURAKKU DIAMONDU;
Mizuki Nana/ Hoshina Utau

Mizuki Nana's songs are the best [ICHIBAN! :DD] Heheh. I thought I posted the English version of Black Diamond, but seems like I didn't :l Heheh ^^

Hm. I shall go facebook to play Country Story [: So byebye ^^

2010-03-18T19:38:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Aletheia! :D

Although today you were grumpy and gave me black face for no reason -.-

You are still the best sister ever :DD Helping me, lending me stuff, being totally blur :l Haha. And cute.

Thanks for agreeing with my opinions sometimes, it helped >:D

Heheh. Hoped you enjoyed yourself at Lilliputt today.

[Although you were crying. Sore loser much -.- Haha, kidding.]

With lots of love,

Elysia ^^

2010-03-17T12:05:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday obaa-chan :D

Hope you live long long. Heheh.

[At least never say you die faster right -.-]

Hm. Oh.

REMEMBER TO MUG UH. IF NOT YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS >:D

Haha [: Lastly, update your blog. Your blog has died already -.-

Best wishes,
The [little] Grumpy Toast.
[RAWR]

ATTENTION!

2010-03-17T12:00:00.003+08:00

HEYLOH SEC 2 INTERACTORS :D

RAWR. Grumpy Toast here.

Go check your emails cause I sent something to you guys [;

Btw, I'm your sec 2 level co-ordinator :DD

[Eh wait. People may not even go my blog see -.- Haha oh well.]

Kk that's all byeee [:

2010-03-16T17:57:00.001+08:00

Whoa. My cuz is noisy -.-

Then if she wants attention she'll scream -.-

So scary right, haha.

Haha. I shall go facebook now [:

2010-03-16T11:20:00.002+08:00

Happy belated birthday Perry ^^
Happy birthday Celine [:

Hm. Still have who uh? I wonder ^^

Haha. K byeee.

2010-03-14T14:47:00.001+08:00

I changed my blogskin! :D

Hopefully it looks nicer, cuter and awesome-er than the previous one, hahah.

I'm now 'The Grumpy Toast'. RAWR. Feel my wrath. Fear me D:<

Haha. Bye [:

STARSTRUKK

2010-03-14T14:10:00.003+08:00

If you had three choices to choose for a theme:
1) Masquerade [to take off the mask and show your true ability]
2) Hawaii [paradise]
3) Starstrukk [where you are given the chance to shine]

I THINK 1 WOULD BE THE BETTER CHOICE THAN 3.

for Interact installation, we can wear eye masks and escort the guests with that. And the decor will be masquerade style, and even better we can have ballroom dance with the guests :D Starstrukk the decor will be so cliche: Stars -.-" And how we invite the guests? NORMALLY. So not creative D: I want masquerade laa. Sec 1s no taste, all choose Starstrukk -.- Haha. I was kidding.

Sigh. But Masquerade is really a better idea for this year's Interact Installation theme. It's so much cooler. Cooler than Starstrukk.

Haha k bye.

Deja vu.

2010-03-14T13:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was awesome! ^^

I went to The Line @ Shangri-La to eat buffet lunch with my family :D

The food there was A-M-A-zing ><

There was sushi, pizza, satay, seafood, dim sum, pastries [likes CAKES :D], desserts and chocolate fondue [: My sister and cousin kept going back to the chocolate fondue station to get more marshmallows to eat -.- Haha.

Then there was this corner that had cakes you know o.o There was macaroon, creme brulee, madeliene, cheese cake, parafait, tiramisu, panacotta, creme caramel, ARGH YOU GET THE POINT RIGHT. After eating my sushi, prawn mee, dim sum and other stuff, I think I practically tried all the cakes with Aletheia >:] Lol.

It's so Yume Pati, just that don't have any sparkling effects on the cakes ): But it was still appetizing xD Oh. And we found cavaties [little air holes] in the creme caramel ): Haha xD

Then we wanted to go to the washroom that time, we lost our way -.- Then must go back and ask our aunt to bring us there, and bring us back == I have no sense of direction one, ahaha :D

Their black tea there is nice too [: But I didn't try the coffee :l It's looks kopi-o-ish. And I don't like kopi-o -.- Haha. So bitter D: I like sweet stuff ^^

_____________________________________________________________________________
Today was not so awesome -.-

I had to do my homework, and one of them was going onto asknlearn and see the lessons launched by a Bio teacher -.- And the topic had to be something that was revolting, haha.

I bet Vidhi will take into pleasure reading and going through the lessons over and over again >:D [Hahaha xD]

Then my printer's down again, so I have to ask my parents to print out my Math homework on Heymath.

So until now, this is what I have been doing :D So awesome right. I'm still slacking awayyyy xD

Let's see. I have English, Math, ~~Science~~ and Lit haven't done yet [: So yay me. Then need go back school tomorrow. For EXCO lunch! :D With seniors eh, so cool right, haha xD

Kayy. I think I'll stop here now. so byeee [:

Face expressions

2010-03-10T21:51:00.004+08:00

^^
==
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The expressions for today in Interact :D

^^:
1) I got to bond with LOTS of people, and get to know them slightly better. Eunice, Brigitte, Roxanne, Amanda, Sinchita and lots of other people [; Totally awesome right :D Haha.

2) I'm an A I/C!! :DD SO COOL RIGHT :D Okay. Haha. But seriously. It's awesome [even though I'm not going to be in the comm I want]. Can deligate work to people and you can slack for a bit. Muahaha. I sound mean xD

==:
1) I'm quiet. My first impression I had on seniors. WOW AWESOME =.= Haha. And still can be in EXCO. Haha. Another one I got was 'hardworking/smart'. I so flattered, haha xD Then the one I remembered from Joyce: "weird uh". <<

2) I got a slight scolding from Insyirah for not attending the EXCO meetings. I had valid reasons :D I had LGM last week, and I had piano exam yesterday. So I obvuiosly couldn't go right?! Lol. But at least I know the details la :D Better than being blur sotong in EXCO [:

><:
1) Okay. So they are talking about this girl la. But I don't want to join in and I do not want to jump to conclusions. I really hate gossiping about people ><>
____________________________________________________________________

AH WELL. I'll try empathzing with her, talk to her on why she's treating us differently, and then see if I can solve the problem [: There's something that I can do right? And even if I can't, I'll just do my best. I don't want to see war starting in my group of friends. So I shall try :D

I sound so Hinamori Amu/Amano Ichigo -.- OKAY NEVER MIND. I shall stop here.

Biie (;

2010-03-07T18:08:00.008+08:00

I wanted to find my D&T pictures.

In the end I went to find Kuroshitsuji ones -.-

Sidetrack so much, hahaha :D

Oh well. At least I found SOMETHING :D

[there's more than these three :l]

And the graphics are nicer than the D&T ones xD

I shall continue typing out my D&T stuff.

Byee.

Meet the Parents

2010-03-06T19:19:00.004+08:00

O_O

Today was meeting the [monster] parents.
I'm sorry. I had to add the 'monster in.
[There a Japanese serial called 'Monster Parents', how coincidental that it would be the same topic as today's -.-]
And the best thing is it's happening to our class' teachers ):
I mean, I think that the parents should tell the teachers one by one nicely, and not all in one shot complain about their daughter's well-being whatsoever.
It's not really fair to the teachers too right?
I don't understand why the parents don't get it.
And some of them act really bossy/ egoistic/ something negative to me.
UGH.
And later some of them gather at one corner and start gossiping about the teachers. Disgusting right. Talk about setting a good example for you child. Wonder where it went to. Heh.
I'm lucky my parents are not like the others -.- If not I don't know whether I would be 'influenced' and somewhat be like that.

Hm. So anyway. I was just here to voice out what I think should not be right.
I shall go print out my D&T stuff now.

2010-03-03T21:42:00.004+08:00

"Light and soft and fluffy! Melt-in-your-mouth sweet!
I'll give you happiness! Rainbow-coloured patissiere!
Strawberry fraisier et framboise,
Happy happy macaron! Happiness made go!
I've been feeling good ever since
I took a chance and opened that door.
Welcome to the Sweets Kingdom!
(Bon appetit!)
Though I really sucked at first,
I didn't flinch and improved by the day!
"I won't give up!"
(Courage.)
If I polish my dream, it will become a shining jewel.
Fairy, lend me your power!
Chiffon, c'est si bon! Gelee, bonjour!
Fresh fruit, lovely made go!
A magic to make you smile, even when you want to cry.
Making something "delicious" is just so fun!
Light and soft and fluffy! Melt-in-your-mouth sweet!
I'll give you happiness! Rainbow-coloured patissiere!
Strawberry fraisier et framboise,
Happy happy macaron! Fun fun!
Give wing to my dream!

-Yell for the dream! Patissiere!

Ironic memories

2010-03-03T20:31:00.003+08:00

I find this so ironic.

What happened to the 'lacking potential'/'failure of a POP' thing. I thought I was like the other five (or is it six? :l), totally no hope after getting kicked out.

And yet, this is happening.

I'm class chair. Now. I'm even in Interact EXCO.

Abit off right? And not to mention, way. Totally. Ironic.

I still remember last year, when they announced who would not continue to be POPs. My name wasn't read, meaning to say, I would not continue to be a POP anymore. They told me it was because I had potential, but it just didn't reach their standard.

So... Looking back, if I reflected, is it that their expectations were too high, or was it something else? Hm. Maybe. I didn't want to ask at that time though, because I was like... Depressed.

I wondered if I have proved them wrong? To be better than before, to become a leader somewhere else even though I'm not a prefect. Maybe I have. Maybe I didn't.

Anyway, let's put this aside.
___________________________________________________________________________

I realised things today when I was talking on the topic 'friends' with Xinru. I guess that my primary school friends has left their little traits in me in order to find out who my friends are, the closer ones (:

Rina vs. Sherann- They can't burp silently -.- I mean seriously. And they both watch anime, which is one of a particular trait they both share. The only difference is that Rina will try to spite me by saying Tadase suck while Ikuto rocks :l While Sherann respects it, haha

Vidhi vs. Yadiy-Not joker number 2 uh. If like that then I more than happy. Must take on his down side: prankster/ irritater number 2 -.- Haha. They always try to irritate me. And the best thing is, last time I couldn't stand Yadiy irritating me, but now I can when Vidhi does.

Evelyn vs. Jia Yi- Hm. The quiet one. Observes the people around her and participates seldomly in group work. Nice friend to be with, cause they're both caring.

Stacy vs. Sarah- Lol. The first thing that came to my mind was their first initials of their names. It both starts with 'S' So cute, haha. Sarah is really quiet too :l I mean... She is reserved and talks like... really quietly to me ;D A bit like Stacy, cause most of the time I need her to repeat twice, either because it's too soft or I misheard it xD

Ok. So Bernice, Jerlyn, Ellice and Charissa are the special ones cause there is no overreactive (lol!), dramatic, sporty and crappy one respectively (: So until I find others that are like you guys, you guys are UNIQUE :D Haha.

Hm. I forgot that I never update my blog in a long while, so sorry ): Haha. I'll try to do it more often, if Yumeiro Patissiere wasn't so nice to watch :D Haha. So I shall end here now.

Byee.

2010-02-19T17:04:00.002+08:00

TADAMU forever~ ♥
日奈森あむ x 辺里唯世!
[xLoveMonster's vidoes are nice :D]

Scream.

2010-02-19T16:32:00.002+08:00

I have to seriously scream for lots of things [:

Okay. Good and bad things, actually. Mainly the good things are my academic results, and some other stuff ^^

The bad stuff is... We'll get to that later :D So let's start with the good things eh? (;

-Does mental scream-

Heheh. I thought I wouldn't get full marks for geography, I thought I would get below 45 for Chinese and I thought that my Science Formative test would get a 13 or something. It's all wrong. xD Well. I did better than that :D So yay me, haha ^^

The most shocking thing is I thought I wouldn't get into the EXCO interview but I did. I mean [DUH] there would be others, like lots and lots of people, but I was still in O.o And of course there would definitey be lots of people aiming to get the same position as me: Club Activity Director [like you come up with all the bonding camps and stuff :D] I knew Ardilla and Xinru wanted that position, so competition was high you know .__.

They asked whether I can cope or not, with CCA and studies, and what happened if CCA overwhelmed school work. Tracy had to rub it in I'm class chairman -.- Haha. But I think I did okay, other than forgetting the motto ['Service before Self' I said 'servicing before self' -.-]. Let's just wait for the results to come out :D I don't really mind if Xinru gets my position, because she can become C.A.D ^^ PLUS, I've outgrown my jealous and petty self from the past already :D

The bad news is here.

Ok. We'll start from the trivial one, haha. CmPS ==" Rina, Stacy and I are dying D: Lol. Shantel and Vidhi slack slack. Tsk. Group and assitant group leader respectively somemore xD Haha. Lucky I did problem statement today or else Evelyn's head could have rolled off today .___.

Let's move on to the more serious one shall we? :D [Ironically, I'm still smiling -.-]

Is this someone so hard to live with? -.- Just when I thought they were getting along you had to seperate tables with her. I dunno who suggested it, but if it really was you, can't you spare a thought for her? Just because you have no patience, are you going to push her one side and leave her like... Ostracized because she is quiet? I mean, get a life la. This is an immature act, and you should be more patient towards her when you already know she needs time to open up. Yet. You're just ignoring her. I don't get it. You're supposed to talk to her, and become more bonded. Not ostracize and leave her alone. You're lucky next week is CA week or else if I see the tables seperated again next week I'm going to confront you and ask WHY you don't want to be a partner and just talk to her.

Pfft. Seriously you know. She should really be struck by lightning if she can't accept people's weaknesses. She's being biased to this someone.

OKAY. I finished my super long nagging already. Hm. Should I watch Shugo Chara Party? :D Then go taunt Rina with the fat Ikuto legs thing xD [Lol. Takes offence to Rina only. No offence to any others :D] She just JEALOUS of Tadase's girl legs haha xD That's why keep telling me that [: Lol. Paigegothugs vids are funny xD

But Ikuto's voice like got sore throat, haha xD Then Tadase's one is awesome. Aletheia tried copying it and it was epic phail xD I managed to get it right once though ^^ For a short while. Haha.

Hm. I'm going to post another youtube vid, maybe to ease the urge to scream. Haha ^^

2010-02-16T11:09:00.006+08:00

These videos are awesome :D

Okay. But they're fan made trailers though. Oh well. It's nice so just WATCH people -.-

[Maybe you get inspired and may want to watch :D Haha xD]

:D Okay. I don't have time to blog about the how we went to Junyuan, but here's a little summary:

So I went back to JYPS, I saw Eronica, Sherann, Rina, Ryan, Phyllis, Wei Qin, Zi Qing, [Goh] Jia Hui, and some other people. [Soon Wee went to Bedok Green xD Jerlyn's/ Kai Lun's junior muahaha]

Anyway... I talked with Wei Qin and Ryan mostly. Talking to Sherann, Eronica and Rina, I felt extra [hahaha] because I'm not the same school as them ): ALL IN NGEE ANN LAA. Pfft. -.- So anyway. I found out Ryan knew Gary [okay, maybe but still :D], Ryan's literature was on MacBeth -.- , he's STILL in volleyball, and they don't celebrate Valentine's Day xD

Wei Qin was weird .__. Their class was disappointed when their Biology teacher told them they were learning the reprduction thing in Term 3 [WTH right -.-] Haha xD Phyllis became more vulgar O: Honestly, I'm kind of lucky I didn't go to a co-ed school now, even when I'm kind of depressed I have no guy friends anymore xD

Appararently, NASS plays volley against V.S and Dunman [:

V.S= Ryan, Ming Huang, Wilson etc.

Dunman= Ellice :D

So yeah. So sad our school doesn't have volleyball ): Haha.

-END-

NONONONO. I don't want Chinese New Year to end. I don't want CA1 to start D: I don't want to do History. Or CmPS. So time please stop ): Haix. I haven't revised yet ==" I don't feel like revising at all :/ AH WELL. Let's just do more notes =.=

Heh. I shall stop here [: So byee ;D

Random comment: xLoveMonster's videos are awesome :D

Crystal letter

2010-02-13T13:49:00.004+08:00

"My tears are making it rain harder.
My heart is ice cold in the winter
but when you are around i
want to make it feel like spring...
Is love just an illusion from the heart?
Or is it really real to some of us?
No matter what i want to know if i can love someone
as much as you
Because if that is possible
then the snow would eternally stop
forever
and spring would shine!
I want to be the one who send you the letter from my heart
Be the one who could give you all the warmth under this snow
but i guess that i am
dreaming out loud
But if the letter from my heart turns to snow
or if it possibly melts away
i want you to know the reason i wrote it is
to show you that i will always
LOVE YOU FOREVER...
Now as the snow begins to fall harder
My tears will begin to mean something more
by this message i am trying to tell you
to watch down at me
Because if you do i will keep loving you
And if you don't my heart will melt away
I feel as though my emotions are frozen
in the ice cold snow
So when the moon comes out on this cold night
Will the light
melt the ice?
I want to embrace you in this snowflake
i want you to know that we will fall together
Because no matter what anyone says
I will always believe in you
So will you always believe in me too
If you don't that is quite okay
because in my heart
i will always dream about
for eternity
After all i have said
I still long for your love
and your protection
can i cry right now?
will you notice it under the snow
please don't get mad
But i know i cannot force you to love me back
But i can send you the letter from my heart
It's carved from a crystal
from the snow
and i want you to read it and say to me that
you'll love me forever...
Even if you don't will
spread my wings out for you and
fly forever..."

-Crystal Letter; Nana Mizuki

I don't really have any particular reason for putting this song other than because it's nice -.- I'm not lovesick or emo okayy xD Lol. But I know for one thing:

Yadiy can always sing this to his girlfriend xDD

Haha xD Sherann, Eroncia and Rina confirmed it for me :/ At first I thought he was joking lorh -.- Now I find it so shocking O:

Heheh. Gosh. Life is so weird right. It may not happen to you but it may happen to one of your friends ):

*Ahem* I didn't say anything! :D

Class tests are OVER :D Now is the upcoming CAs to worry about -.- I just worry about my money first [: Hahaha xD Ang pows is my priority now >:] Then second comes homework -.-

I haven't done my homework yet and my parents keep pestering me to do it if not I'll have lots of homework for the rest of my life :/ "年年有余" as the Chinese always says ><

I think I shall go do my work :D

Haha. Then when I have time I come back blog about what happened yesterday when I went back to Junyuan [:

Kk byee~

Infuriating.

2010-02-03T20:33:00.004+08:00

I. Want. To. Sit. With. Stacy.

It kind of pains me to see that her new partner isn't really talking to her alot... And that she also said that she will be her new best friend or whatever -.- I forgot what she said okay? Then if that's the case, she shouldn't have asked someone else to change places with Stacy! And you expect me to tolerate that.

You're a class committee member too, yet you're acting that way. I'm sorry. But this is too immature. Even if you don't like the person you're sitting next to now, can't you just live with it? I'll quote from Mr. Zahari:" If you still don't like your partner by the end of the year, then it's your problem, not mine."

I just thought that what he said wasn't unreasonable, but it's true. If you're going to have to work with the same group of people every time, then what, if you go to the working world, the same group of people will not be with you forever you know. So what if you've been friends since primary school. If you're sticking to those same people and are not willing to open up to others, then TOO BAD. You asked for it.

I admit that Stacy can be kind of hard to talk to her. I had troubles talking to her when I was her partner too, but as the year progressed we were getting along quite well. So if I can, you don't have a say in it. I don't understand why you all must complain and whine that the teachers want to purposely break up your clique. It's for the good of the class! Can't you see? The teachers want the class to be more bonded, to be quieter and they will get lesser complaints.

If you don't see it that way, then I think you better change your mindset. If you think the class comm is behind all these, you people are totally wrong. It's not only the class committee, but the FMs. If you can't see that we're doing it for the better of the class, then too bad. If you're just going to keep thinking about you and your friends, then you're being selfish and you won't spare a thought for your new partner.

So. I hope that YOU [ahem.] will treat Stacy better. I'm not really targetting you, but I'm just telling you that if you don't want to make friends with her, your bonds with others will not be so good anymore.

And to the others: Even if you do not like who you are sitting with now, you still have to live with it. What happens if you go out to work and you're asked to pair up with your rival or something? You're not going to NOT talk to them are you? So just bear with it, and by the end of the year the class should be more bonded [:

OMG did I just give inspirational talk or what -.- Only like got one smiley, which is at the last paragraph huh. Heheh. I've kind of had enough with the class' stupid complaints and whines today. Everyone sounded like immature kids ==" Blabbering about how unfair they were seperated and blahblah. So trivial right. There was one time I seriously felt like socking someone in the face and asking them to keep their mouth shut. -.-

Okay. Enough of all this irritating dumb talk. Let's talk about today's before the seat arranging was made. Which is P.E :D

HEH. TRAMPOLINES ARE AWESOME :D

Espcially if you jump around with another person! x3 I did it with Rina, but I kept going towards her and somehow 'pounced' onto her. Haha, it was fun. And then we wanted to jump somemore :D It's like going super high and then you come down then you 'fly' up again and then you go down xD SO COOL. I definitely want to do it the next P.E lesson :D

And then the arrangement of seats. Well, I'm sitting with Phyllicia. I guess it's okay, since I know her quite well [DUH. My Science labby and last year's D&T partner ;D Heheh] Well for the Rina and Vidhi, they're lucky. Sandra and Esther are their partners respectively [: I worry for Evelyn ==" And not to mention my ex-partner )):

Okay never mind. Since I'm using the computer, I think I'll go relax by watching the last episode of Shugo Chara Doki! So byebye [:

"Bala-Balance!"

2010-02-01T22:15:00.004+08:00

Your sigh seems like some kind of magic trick,

Start gently, okay, in a nice whisper.

If I were to take a bite of that glistening apple, in a that forest full of doubt,
My heart would start pounding and be unable to stop.

You are such a lovely Escort
That you make me a nervous Secret Princess.
A glass slipper, Will it fit? It does, shall we dance?

Even when you wear an unsightly Tuxedo,
I become an infatuated Secret Princess.
Its like my heart is running away Only to become tethered to a tree in the garden.
Until the clock strikes 12, Gaze only at me.

If you utter a single word, my ears will flush red.
The petals wishes play in the wind.

Even if Im a mermaid swimming in the sea, who turns into foam,
I want to keep thinking of you.

A mermaid, whos sole existence is to love,
What a fortunate Secret Princess I am.
Even if I cant take a single controlled breath out of water, Im all right with that

In accordance with such a perfect dream,
Could I be a Secret Princess on a date?
I think you are the one Ive been looking for, for so long.
Even when theres no time left, and everything is over, I wont forget tonight.

Your lovely proposal,
Has made me a surprised Secret Princess.
With my eyes closed, awaiting a promised kiss, my cheeks were pinched instead.

I awaken, clad in my pajamas,
A beautiful Secret Princess,
Whos pierced heart will have to wait.
Lets meet in a dream tomorrow, as well.

Secret Princess; Sakurai Yua/ Hinamori Amu

Our class will die [:<

The class comm's going to change seats for people cause they're too noisy and etc. I think it's a good idea, so the class will be quieter xD

Although lots of people will start protesting and then I will kena for not telling them to change seats and WHATEVER. I'm not going to be held responsible. It was the decision of the Class Committee, not only the Chairman herself okay? So don't start blaming me and all that -.-

I'm with Sandra. I think it's okay. But I'm scared she'll mind cause I'm her D&T partner already. So weird right, haha. Unfortunately Rina might be stuck with Mavis :/ Pfft. I don't understand why LOTSA people don't like my group that I go out with ):

Oh well. ANYWAY I ordered class comm members to let Stacy stick with Evelyn >:D Cause I think they're the best pair to be together. [They don't talk what, so let them be together, bond. Since it's most of the time Evelyn bonds with me :D] And anyway, we drew lots and we also got their names together so there's nothing more to say~ [:

HEH. I PASSED MY D&T AND HISTORY :DD

I thought I would fail them both -.- Well, it isn't really good either. Both boderline passes, but still. I'm like OVER THE MOON :D Cause I passed the two tests I didn't study for [D&T] and my the one where my mind went completely blank during the exam [History].

YEAH :D [Or better still. BOOYAH xD]

Tomorrow Yu Yan going to perform and I'm looking forward to her playing Blue Bird by Ikimono Gakari >:] Haha.

I shall stop here and say byee~

2010-01-29T21:08:00.002+08:00

I really need to beg my mum to get the spade, heart, club and diamond cutters to bake cookies -.-

I want. Hmph. *pouts*

I sound like a spoilt brat .____.

Haha. Whoops xD

Actually can go kope the cutters from Isabella then can liao :/

Haha xD

Kk. Byee :D

2010-01-29T20:38:00.003+08:00

Kanji version:

悲しみにつぶされそうでも　そんな顔はやめて
お飾りのCheapなPrideは　捨ててしまおう

太陽の下(もと)で　瞳背けずに　生きて行こう
そうだよ　笑いたい　はしゃぎたい　素直に
感じられる　まぶしいHappiness
絶対あきらめない　誰にも奪えない夢がある
いますぐ　伝えたい　つかみたい　あせらず　深呼吸して
太陽が似合うよ　とびきりの笑顔見せて

ビルが差す四角い影に　のまれそうなときも
恐がらす　視界の向こう側　羽ばたいて行こう

深く傷つき　泣いて泣いて疲れて　もう眠れない
悔しくて　愛したい　愛されたい　孤独な
長い夜も　糧になるから
誰かのこと　後ろ指ばかりさすなんて
結局　自信がない　自分がない　つまらない　逃げてるだけ
気にしちゃダメだよ　最高の瞬間(とき)つかもう

Glorious Sunshine!

太陽の下(もと)で　瞳背けずに　生きて行こう
そしたら　女神も　ひがむようなKissを
ときめいてる　まばゆいHappiness
その胸の奥　揺るぎなき光貫いた　君こそ
本当のかがやきの意味を　見つける人
太陽が似合うよ　よろこびのうた歌おう

English version:

Even if it seems like you’re being crushed by sadness, don’t make that face
Throw away the offerings of cheap pride

Live your life without turning your eyes away from the sun
That’s right! I want to smile, I want to frolic, I honestly
Am feeling that way, a bright happiness
I definitely won’t lose to anyone who tries to steal my dreams away
I want to tell you right now, I want to hold you, patiently take a deep breath
The sun fits you, it looks like your brilliant smile

Even when you’re being swallowed by the stretched, rectangular shape of the building
Don’t be afraid, turn yourself around, and flap your wings and go

When you’re deeply wounded, and getting tired of crying, go to sleep
I regret it, I want to love you, I want you to love me, so lonely
The long nights will become my sustenance,
I won’t let anyone talk about anyone behind their backs
In the end, I’m not confident, I have no self, so boring, I can only run away
Don’t worry, now grasp the greatest moment

Glorious Sunshine!

Live your life without turning your eyes away from the sun
If you do that, the goddesses will bless you with a kiss,
A throbbing, bright happiness
In the center of my heart, a wavering light went through, it was surely you
The person who will find the real meaning behind the light
The sun fits you, now let’s sing a joyous song.

Taiyou Ga Niau Yo; Nana Mizuki

Good and bad. Let's say the bad news first.

We didn't get in for the finals... Oh well. It's either we screwed up real badly, or the teachers are too strict. Only 2e1 managed to pass into the finals... Anyway, 1e2, GOGOGO! :D Congrats for getting into the finals, I'm proud of you guys ;D

WOOTS TO NATALIE AND CO. [:

I wonder if Shantel was hurt or anything cause we didn't get in... Well. Honestly I thought we were quite safe, but it unexpectedly gave me a big hit when they didn't annouce our class.

'2e1, 4e6...' <<<>

Well. At least I know we did our best [: And I'm really happy.

And although Shantel is dancing for the last time, I hope we seriusly did a better job than any other dance performance she did, like the National Day one, where we didn't pass either. *grim smile* AH. I'm not myself today -.- No optimism ): Heheh. Maybe got washed away today... xD

Now. Good news :D CGM is finally held, and our class comm some wonderful solutions to solve our problems [: Applauding all members :D But some people slack slack uh, after five minutes start talking about else then never pay attention in CGM. Tsk. Haha xD

Second piece of good news. INTERACT IS GOING TO HOLD A CARNIVAL DAY ON 1ST MAY, LABOUR DAY, SATURDAY, FROM 10A.M-5P.M IN TANJONG KATONG GIRLS' SCHOOL :D But it's still not confirmed yet. I came up with the idea eh.

SO AWESOME RIGHT :D Haha xD But really big scale, cause it's open to public. And Imma going to drag all my besties to TKGS [if the proposal is accepted >:D], Yadiy, Sherann, Eronica, Ellice, Jerlyn, Jia Yi, Charissa, Bernice and Sarah. Muahaha xD

So I did the proposal [my first time doing it :/] and I guess it turned out okay... :D So YAY [: Proposal needs to be credited to Charlene, cause I used her Y.A.Y YOG proposal as a template :/ So thankyou Charlene :D Heheh xD

I guess thats all the good news I have [:

Oh wait. One more. Cheyenne got into Dance ><>

Cheyenne. Faster watch Shugo Chara -.- Brainwashing you really takes a long time eyh -.- And I reveal myself to you so many times already xD I think you know I'm your angel lerh larhs xD

Heehee. I shall go facebook for awhile, then watch Shugo Chara Doki :D

Bucket pwned Tadase xD

2010-01-24T16:33:00.003+08:00

Chatting after school, with evening approaching

A boy happened by, with a rather nonchalant appearance.
He was hoping for something.
A white blouse. A useless bag.
A cool breeze. Your scorching look.

A romantic love; I don't have any interest in things like that.
Truthfully speaking, we don't see eye to eye.
If he were to honestly say something like, "I like you,"
I would laugh to my heart's content.

There was a strange feeling, the first time we met.
He, I, everyone; we're all a Dramatic Heroine.
I lock away my heart, in a secret diary
I come for you: my future Romance.

At the highest point, an amusement park Ferris Wheel,
I find myself afraid. And in a quiet whispered voice, I say
That the quaint street, with it's houses and stores,
Looks like a cluttered toy box.
Why do you like me?

A romantic love; I don't have any interest in things like that.
Truthfully speaking, we don't see eye to eye.
If he were to honestly say something like, "I like you,"
I would laugh to my heart's content

-Itsuka wa Romansu; Shugo Chara

[sung by Mashiro Rima]

2010-01-24T13:58:00.003+08:00

OMG. So cool O_O ALI project and Nana Mizuki sang together :D

Although Nana sings better than ALI project :x Hee. But putting the two of them rocks :D

I got this sudden craze for listening to Black Diamond and Meikyuu Butterfly =.=

Heheh. Aletheia's stuck to Heartful song and Yume No Tsubomi.

I just realised they're all from Nana Mizuki :/ Wah, I veh slow =.=

Okay. ANYWAY. I haven't revised my History yet ):

I mean, I read the textbook, but haven't read the newspaper article.

And then I can't find any stupid article on social relationship problems =.=

CmPS IS LIKE. BLEHX. Annoying eyh ):

And our group is known for being slack-ish :D Hee.

Cause got Vidhi, Rina and Shantel around we always sidetrack alot =.=

We halfway talk about CmPS then Rina suddenly will say Tadase sucks and I have to go sidetrack -.- Or sometimes I just randomly do the evil Tadase laugh -.- Then Shantel will talk about how awesome Selena Gomez is and Vidhi will somehow say everything sucks xD THEN I must get everyone to do something by looking pissed -.- Dumb right. Hahaha xD They actually think I am annoyed at them, so they will really become serious.

I very scary when I angry meh? :/

I really want to know xD

Ah well. I shall continue finding articles from Straits Times/ channel news asia[?] for now, so byee~ :DWorld Domination! MUAHAHA! xD

2010-01-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

O: Yesterday was Nana Mizuki's birthday O: O:

Way awesome. So many people's birthdays in January and March =.=

Haha. Anyway...

CmPS camp is finally OVER! :D Which is partly good, partly bad.

Partly good: I learnt D&T better in the CmPS camp xD So hopefully for my 6 step FPS I won't die =.=

Partly bad: We have to get started on the real CmPS thingy D: Which I do NOT want to ):

OH WELL. Anyway, we have History time-based assignment in Week 4 to the people who are blurblur :D Go read Chap 1, pg 2-19 of your textbook and then read the newspaper article the teacher gave out the other time.

ARGH. Rina likes Ikuto now =.= Pfft. Double-crosser. Hmph. Haha xD I stumbled upon this amazing quote on youtube [:

"If Tadase was gay, Ikuto would be a pedophile."

Muahaha xD I find this totally awesome for tackling Ikuto fangirls >:] (espcially Rina Tan. xD) And she actually stopped watching Shippuden for awhile to watch Shugo Chara. Goes to show how nice the anime is :D

Whee~ 2 more days to Rina's birthday :D And amazingly I forgot to bring her present today =.= So I have to give it to her as a belated birthday gift ): To make up for it, I guess I have to go buy a few coloured pens or some hairband so she will look more 'stylish' :D She everyday put her hair back so maybe using the hairband to push up her hair wouldn't really be a bad idea :/

LOL. I seem so talkative :x Hee xD I shall stop here for now and find 'Yuuki No Uta' and 'Yume no Tsubomi'.

Sayonara~ ;D

2010-01-20T20:40:00.002+08:00

I want to go back to yesterday =.= Cause class bonding session was fun! :D

Today is really irritating, boring and... no offence. Suck-ish -.-

{Yesterday}
Bonding session [:
Was split up from Rina, Vidhi, Stacy and Evelyn =.= But I had Shantel with me so life wasn't too bad :D Kayde was in my bonding group so it was not too bad [:
Seriously, the bonding games were fun, but playing under the sun makes you dehydrated easily and people kept asking me if they could drink from my bottle becuase they didn't bring it down with them =.=
We also made banner on what teamwork is :D So awesome. Actually we wanted 4 banners put together to join into one big big banner, but one group didn't want to so we made do with 3. It wasn't really that bad, and it turned out AWESOME xD Ans Rina accidentally splashed paint all over moi pinafore and Ania had to help me wash =.= *guilt ridden* And the best part is she had to dirty it within the last 10 min of completion xD
Rina kept saying sorry to me every 5 seconds and I had to keep telling her it was okay -.- Then after we finished washing, we returned and I helped clear up the mess with Vidhi and Rina in the hall because our class dirtied the hall with paint when making the banner and had to wash it off :/ Heehee.
Then each of us had to write our name on a piece of paper and pass around for people to write [:
Alot of people thinks I'm a good chairman huh -.- Oh well.
I SHALL DO MY BEST! CHAA :D
---END---

{Today}
Horrible much?!
CmPS. Grouped together and then we had to learn about how to give credit to authors if we quote from books/ articles/ something =.= Then after reccess, we had to watch this movie called 'Facing the Giants' -.- So it seemed inspirational. But watching it for 2 minutes and then the teacher goes back to main menu is a little irritating don't you think? -.- Yeah. And we were still asked to write our reflections about the 35 minute show movie. Well. We watched 35 minutes out of the whole 1-2 hours there .__. Then later Yu Yan asked me to go write down 'do,re,mi etc.' for her Blue Bird score and Rina, Vidhi and Shantel kept banging into every five seconds -.- So I had to keep erasing because I kept writing wrongly. Then I kind of flared up after a while and they became so scared of me -.- Honestly, am I that scary when I'm pissed? .___. LOL. I think I'll scare myself then xD ARGH. Then later still have to do underlying problem you know. Pfft. And our group didn't do properly laa ): So pissed with myself =.= Oh well. Hopfully there will be a better tomorrow [:

So I shall stop here now. I have to do my work xD Byeeee.

2010-01-17T18:04:00.002+08:00

OMGOMG.

I feel like playing either:
- Hyoukai; Rozen Maiden
- Musician; D-Gray Man

for the music performance [if there is .___.]

I think Rina wants to play 'Musician' too D: D: Ah well. Maybe 'Atatakana Kokoro' might be nice? Or maybe 'Naisei' :D

AH WELL. If there's instrumental for 'Heartful Song' I'd definitely want to play it. Just that I can't find it =.= Pfft.

So I shall stick to Hyoukai eh? :D Seems difficult to play too .___. Never mind. Let's ask my piano teacher [: Muahaha xD

Heartful Song

2010-01-17T17:50:00.003+08:00

"In the empty stage
the curtain has already fallen on my time for dreams.
Just like yesterday, tomorrow will
not come again…I’ve realized it…The last scene is always painful and beautiful, but
I’ll wipe my tears and knock on this door!

I bring out my courage
without being ashamed!
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I will always sing
so that it’ll reach you!

I wonder since when did I stop showing my true smile,
don’t give up on me, you’ve waited for me!

I brought up the shield of loneliness and fought myself,
but now I release my chains of deceit.

The affection in my nostalgic memories
opened my eyes and
I’ve become more honest!
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I open my heart!

I’ll change into a brand new me!
I bring out my courage
and continue to shine!
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I will always sing
so that it’ll reach you!"

-Hoshina Utau; Shugo Chara

[Nana Mizuki]

This song is so meaningful :D

It seriously helped cure my bad day by listening to it [:

Nana Mizuki is AWESUMZ :DD

Whee. I shall go try to download the song to my phone. Hee.

Byebye :D

Un-awesome day much?

2010-01-17T13:37:00.003+08:00

Fantastic.

I failed orthographic drawing test =.=

And the best part is dustpan man said my results to the whole class.

Pfft.

Hopefully I'm not the only one who failed -.- Sounds really mean xD

ARGH.

Rina didn't tell Isabella about the class chair and table arrangement -.-

And then PYY told me I didn't tell the class.

Hello, would someone who wanted to throw up will have the right mind to go up to class and tell the class about the chair and table arrangement thing? =.=

So my results for my D&T test is 12/30.

Damn awesome huh -.- I failed =.=

Pfft.

I really wished someone besides me failed too, then I won't feel so bad .___.

Okay, so I'm in a realy bad mood now, cause everything isn't really going the way I expected -.-

I thought today I would recover. But now I have stomach ache again -.- First thing that didn't turn out right.

Secondly, my tie-dye, I went to redo. The practice one I did on the smaller piece of cloth was okay, and then I did it on the bigger one the colour didn't seep in properly -.-

Thridly, the D&T thing.

Fourth, the table and chair arrangement -.-

My day has been ruined.

How awesome is that.

Pfft. I shall wait for PYY to finish eating her lunch to hear more bad news -.-

Bye people.

2010-01-16T11:01:00.001+08:00

NAZO CHARA CHANGE :D
LOL xD
"It grew! It smiled! It ate her... =.="

Stomach flu

2010-01-16T10:45:00.003+08:00

Ahh. Got stomach flu T^T Cannot go for CCA promo day D: Haiz. Perry Poh's the culprit for getting Aletheia and I sick ):<

Mum came to fetch me and then went to get a waiting number from the doctor. While I waited for her, I puked .__. OKAY NEVER MIND. Later my mum came back we drove to Junyuan and then I asked her what happened. She said Aletheia puked in class also -.- Then she said she took leave to take care of Perry but instead is take care of all of us xD So went to the doctor again to get waiting number and they told us to come back 2 hours later .___. So at around 12 there we went to the doctor, and he said we were down with stomach flu =.= And it due to Perry having it and he passed it to us D:<>

Happy Birthday Mummy, Granduncle, Uncle and Claire :D So many birthdays today -.- Supposed to have dinner tonight at my grandaunt's place but then because we are sick so it's cancelled ): SO SAD RIGHT. I want eat cake D: Haha xD And then also to wish everyone happy birthday mah. Now cannot. And who's fault is it? Perry Poh Yan Zhi. Hahaha xD

I shall go and rest. Pfft. Shugo Chara Doki also cannot watch because my sister is lagging behind and I rewatch the episodes with her -.- OH WELL. Byebye ;D

P.S: I want Cheyenne go Interact Club ): Haha. So random.

2010-01-14T20:22:00.002+08:00

I got lots of things to say :D

MY ANGEL REPLIED! :D And her name is Cheyenne :D Pronounced as Shy-anne. And imagine. I pronounced her name wrongly. I think if she knows she'll give me the irritating face .___. OOPS. Haha xD Then today she came to look for me and said:" Can you pass this to my angel for me? Thanks a lot!" *drops letter into my hand* I was thinking: Uhm. You just passed it to your angel. Oh well xD OMG I revealed myself to her yesterday and it was quite obvious but she still thinks I'm her messenger to her 'angel' .___. So naive and cute :D She likes SS501 and she doesn't watch anime )': Oh well. At least I can still talk to Rina's mortal who watches NARUTO :D Haha.

OMGOMG for PE we did triple jump. Then Ms Tay was explaining how to do it.
"It's like: hop, step, jump."
Then I went to continue by accident:
"Drew, draw, drawn."
Then Rina looked at me like I was mad or something -.-
NATURAL INSTINCT RIGHT. I'm watching too much Shugo Chara somemore .__. At least I watched till episode 77. Tadase has confessed~ x) -slaps self- Pfft. I should really stop fantasising over anime guys -.-
LOL. And apparently, we sidetracked. So from where I stopped. Uh. Right. When it was turn to do the triple jump, I did it quite well ;D Heheh. Then we played with twings and leaves, go and tickle Rina's neck with them. Then she went to retaliate by hitting me or scratching me with something. Forgot le xD

Vidhi wants to buy a pet hamster for Rina and she asks me to keep it. My mum doesn't allow furry friends into the house, so I wonder how I will be able to persuade her into letting me keep it for a day .___. AH WHO CARES. The whole problem is how to get the hamster to Rina -.- I can't bring it onto the school bus, or I'll be the main attraction on the bus. [okay, the hamster. But still, I'm holding it x.x] Hm. We'll work out a way I guess.

WHAT TO BUY FO CLAIRE AND RINA O: O: I dunno what to give Claire other than a card xD And Rina may need notebooks or coloured pens. Pfft. Or maybe I'll buy DGM manga for her... Argh I give up -.- I'll just ask her what she wants and I'll get it for her :D Simple and easy xD

Whee. I'll go watch The Pupil. Byebye [:

2010-01-10T13:06:00.003+08:00

WHEE~ Okay. I shall explain what our group was writing during Art lesson [:

You know there was one group to write 'Art is an EXPLOSION [boomz/ kattsu!] or Art is IMMORTALITY'? Yeah, that's our group [: Let's give a brief summary to those who don't know or those who forgot [:

Okay, so Ms Della asked us to write on the piece of paper on what Art means. So the paper had to go round the other groups, and one group had to write 2 points on what Art meant, and pass it to the next group. It should go round again before coming to the original group [:

So I thought of Deidara and his explanation of Art. 'Art is an EXPLOSION'. So I asked Rina's opinion, and she wanted to write it down. Then both of us were laughing hysterically cause we were doing the 'kattsu!' action and the added sound effect, BOOMZ. Then Vidhi dared us to write it down. Initially, I didn't dare to. Then our dear Rina Tan went to write it down on the paper. Ania started giggling[?], holding back her laughter, like... desperately, and I didn't really analyse Tashya and Dorcas' reactions properly, so this was our group.

And amazingly, I wrote that quote down on Yu Yan's group's paper, and then after passing it to the next group I realised I wrote it down already -.- Never mind. Later Rina started on Sasori's meaning of Art. 'Art is immortality/ immortal.' Then she started writing it down. xD Then when Stacy's group's paper came to us, we started drawing carrots on it -.- So random right xD Then I went to write 'Art loves CARROTS' :D Then Vidhi, Ania and I started laughing. Dorcas was really busy drawing a ballerina on my arm, while Vidhi who was writing 'I hate NEJI' on my other arm, stopped to laugh -.- Awesome.

Then one group wrote 'Art IS BOOMZ.' Rina thought someone copyrighted our idea xD Haha, then after the lesson Ms Della suddenly exclaimed 'What is this? Art is BOOMZ.' Then Rina and I were so sad she didn't exclaim the Art is an explosion one :'( But anyway it was for fun. So it wasn't that bad. xD Oh well.

I'm going out to buy dye now for tie dyeing my cloth, so byebye everyone! [:

2010-01-08T20:28:00.003+08:00

Yu Yan. Everyone thinks your braces are pink so live with it la -.- Stacy, Evelyn, Rina and Ania think it's pink too. Where got orange in the first place .__.

Isabella likes Tsukiyomi Ikuto .__. I asked her who her favourite character is then she said 'Ikuto, no one would really like Tadase.' [I forgot what she said, but something not very nice about Tadase xD But I don't blame her or anything la xDD] I felt so... Lol, momentarily hurt, then I acted like I didn't really care and say that it was true. Aletheia practically killed me because of that -.- [Yes, by now you should know she's a Tadase fangirl, Tadamu fan, anti-Amuto and Ikuto girl, but actually I'm kind of like that too xD] LOL. But it was funny, to see her nagging on and on not to talk bad about Tadase again xDD She made me promise to her. How awesome was that -.-

WHY DO CLASS CHAIRMANS HAVE TO ORGANISE INTERCLASS COMPETITIONS NOW. Life is so much harder for me now -.- AHHHH. I was thinking... Water bomb fight, soccer, or maybe some captain's ball uh .__. Okay, I'm so out of ideas on what to do. Anyone give me sugestions please? :D It would make my life easier. Haha xD

Today was quite an awesome day. Every Friday will be awesome because my bag will be light [: YAY. Haha. I only have 3 subjects because I don't take DEP, and I get to go back home early. More time to revise. Which is better [:

Eunice is planning to quit her CCA and join Interact. and she wants me to brainwash my seniors into taking her in xD Haha. Well, I'll try asking Tracy who will be the one interviewing the students. If it's the teachers, I can't help Eunice. If it's the seniors, depends on how I am to them yeah. I definitely do not want to go to a random senior and ask her about being lenient on Eunice -.- Imagining it is scary enough xD Ah well.

I have found a song for the CNY one. YAY. But anyway our vice-chair is working hard, and the only thing I can say is ganbatte kudasai to her ): Cause I'm not really tech-savvy so I don't know how to remix songs xD If I could I would definitely help vice-chair! I feel guilty though .__. Hahaha. So typical of me xD

I shall stop here for now, and go do my work. OMGOMG I'm nearing Shugo Chara, Doki! episode 74 soon :D I want to see Tadase confess to Amu~ Whee~ I can't wait. Okay. Sorry to the Amuto fans. You don't really have to be offended okay -.- Anyway, byebye for now ;D

2010-01-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

I want Ms Tang for my geography teacher *starts pouting* I don't like 'whatevernot' not teacher even though she's funny ): Ms Tang explains so much better, and she's cute too :D But Ms Tang is teaching Sec 1 class if I'm not wrong, so I'd rather go back to Sec 1 geog again xD

Plus, the whatevernot teacher cannot remember my name. How awesome is that ==" She can remember dear Yu Yan's name though [: -but has lots of difficulty pronouncing it, LOL xD- She keeps calling me 'Chairman' instead of my name. I shouldn't feel insulted since it's been over a million times people call my name wrongly but I still get annoyed somehow -.- Oh well. She better remember my name in a month from now, or else... [:

Lalala. So I thought Math was scary. Not really. Haha. Our teacher seemed alright, and she explained much better than clean-freak teacher [: Unfortunately, she will only teach us for two weeks and then another teacher will come again. Hopefully it's Ms Tay :D She can explain better than clean-freako too xD

Awesumz. I have to stay back for some Class Chair meeting -.- Although I'm really reluctant to. Oh well. How bad can it be, it's just an hour. Maybe they'll start talking about how to book people, but I'm nice, I don't book people ;D I warn them. Then after that I get Ania to scold them? .__. Then maybe the last resort would be booking them. I wonder if Isabella would book .__. I wonder if the class chose us as Chair and Vice-chair for this particular reason: cause they know we won't book .___. If they did, they are cunning D: Haha xD

YAY. I BRAINWASHED EVELYN INTO JOINING INTERACT CLUB :D Am I aweseom or what xD So there's going to be another member in Interact again! [I mean, hopefully she passes the test! ;D] She's a really nice girl. Quiet on the outside, but really inquisitive and a bit talkative when she opens up [: -I am not insulting her okay -.- Don't get me wrong.- Yeah. It's still abit funny though. She rarely talks to Rina and the rest but more to Stacy and I [: -Which makes me feel important. Just kidding, haha xD- Oh well NEVER MIND. She will open up eventually and she will make lots of friends ;D

I shall go brush my teeth and wash my face and sleep. To Rina: I watched the remaining half of the episode of Shugo Chara at my grandma's house xD LOL Aletheia is so behind time now xDD

Sayonara minna! [:

2010-01-06T21:35:00.002+08:00

{---155th POST---}

I guess it's not really that bad being Chairman. The other day I was complaining and all of getting the position Chairman. Maybe it was because I know my own weakness: speaking to the public audience. I mean, after getting their attention you have to speak confidently right? I kept stuttering non-stop. [yeah, it still occurs to me getting 'best speaker' award last year in the first debate was a little ironic eh -.-]

So my year's resolution: To be more... Courageous[?] and to speak to everyone confidently ;D

[Great. Easier said than done. WHAT DO I DO to achieve it huh -.-]

Anyway, hopefully the class gives me 'moral support' [LOL copyrighted from Hannah and Chloe xD] and cooperate and bond together more. That's what I hope, before we all stream into different classes again next year. Haix. I got so many dreams in mind but I'm too afraid to do them -.-

Haha. I shall stop here and go download ROZEN MAIDEN OSTs in to my handphone! ;D I know, so late already should sleep or else wait got eyebags. But anyway I'm doing it in case we may need it for something else, like for projects. You may never know when it may come in handy xD Okay. So byebye minna! [:

2010-01-04T16:24:00.002+08:00

Ohmytian. Today returning to school was AWESUMZZ. But I have nine words to say:

WHY AM I CLASS CHAIRMAN FOR THIS YEAR HUH.

Why not Isabella T^T Ahhhh. Totally embarrassed myself when I had to explain what we were going to do tomorrow for our class party, because I was stuttering and all in front of the class, unsure of what to say -.- [momentarily, my mind went blank] I know Rina, Shantel and Vidhi voted for me D: The rest I shall slowly find out and whack you upside down for voting me class chairman. Hahaha xD Just kidding. Gah. Mavis is secretary. How awesome is that xD And she looked so professor-ish with her notepad :D [Whoops I think I shall say no more .__.]

Today there's this new girl who transferred here and her name is called Evelyn. [I think it's spelt that way .__.] Yu Yan scared me this morning by running out of the class and stopping me, asking me to converse with the freshman -.- [Please la, like you all so anti-social like that. Go talk to her yourself laa. Pfft.] Then I had to go with Rina to say 'hi' and all that. She's pretty nice [: Quiet too. Then we kind of conversed for awhile, and then we went over to Rina's table to talk ;D

[I am so sociable. Hahaha, so ego xD]

Then I looked at Yu Yan. My mind registered this: Yu Yan. New hairstyle. Braces. BRACES?!

LOL. She looked abit weird with them on. I think it looked pink .__. A colour she wouldn't like. How ironic -.- Haha.

Then today was mainly talks on school rules and our new teachers, blah blah. And then electing new class comm people -.- Somehow I got that bad feeling that something would happen to me. Ms Cheong asked us who the chairman was. Lots of people shouted Isabella's name first :D So I was thinking, chairman is covered, phew, nine more scary places to go. Then suddenly someone shouted my name and practically most of the class started shouting my name too -.- Then I was asked to go out, and to stop Isabella from entering the class since she went to find a duster to clean the whiteboard. In the end, when both of us went in, I was. Shocked. O.o"

Haix. And then tomorrow chairman must do duty -.- I'm scared cause everyone has high expectations of me and I don't know if I can do it -.- LOL. The pressure! D: That's why I didn't want to be in class comm ):

I should be glad with what I have. But I need to focus on my studies D: And my practical exam ): Let's see if I can cope with them eh? .__.

I shall go and practice my piano now [: Sayonara.

2010-01-03T17:32:00.002+08:00

Whee. Tomorrow school's starting.

And I'm sick, again -.- Yesterday just recovered from my cough and flu, today have fever =.= I was planning to go to Xinru's party yesterday but my dad asked everyone to go the Zoo yesterday, so I couldn't pass my present to Xinru. I have no time to find wrapping paper to wrap, so I'm just going to give the present directly to her [: Hopefully she doesn't mind.

I finished all my e-learning :D Yeah for me xD I dunno how to do one of the geog ones, so I'll ask someone to help me print out their copy then I hand in lorh :P Who cares anyway xD

Lalala. I can't watch Shugo Chara anymore, since school is starting D: So sad right. Hahaha. Then by then I'll forget part of the storyline and may have to rewatch a few episodes back ): Argh.

I'm going to my grandma's house soon to celebrate my cousin's birthday [: He's 7 this year. Starting school in Junyuan [YAY :D]. He thinks the school is nice [: Good for him xD I didn't get anything for him though. I don't know what he likes other than Ultraman =.= Zzz, you can't expect me to buy an Ultraman figurine since he has lots of them already right -.- Aletheia wanted to buy a barbie doll for him since he likes to play with them for now xD But in the end we didn't buy it for him cause he may find it boring and throw it to one side of the corner and let it rot there .__. So we gave up on presents xD

I'm leaving for my grandma's house now so... byeee :D

2010-01-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year-dechu! :D

Okay, Shuhang, the way you're asking me to work harder very pressurizing eh! D: I know Gary very good la, so I have practically no chance of beating him, then still want me to work harder .__. All the more, my teacher thinks he's super good and always sings his praises -.-Hm. Oh well. My scales are horrible anyway and I don't like scales D:< slow =".=""><

Whee~ Okay, We did operation clean-up today for the beds, pillows and sofas. When we vacummed it, got alot of dust come out and it was super scary. The clean water became black 2-3 minutes later. *ewww* .__. So, after cleaning, the house felt dust-free for awhile :D

Sigh. School's starting soon, my piano practical exam is nearing, and I can't bear to practice my scales cause they'll sound so horrible at home -.- The only thing I'm doing now is reading and watching anime. Xinru's birthday is coming soon, and I already bought her a present. I hope she likes it, cause it seemed nice to me [:

Lalala. Here's to a happy new year. [Although it said Happy April Fools -.-] I shall liven it up [: So funny :D

-To non anime-watchers like Bernice xD, this isn't some anime preview although the title says it, so relax :D-

Again, Happy New Year everyone [:

2009-12-25T18:09:00.002+08:00

1.Ready for 111 questions?
- Dunno
2. Was your last relationship a mistake?
- It was one-sided -.-
3. Who did you last say I love you to?
- Uh. Tadase ;D
4. Regretted saying?
- Nope.
5. Have you ever been depressed?
- Not yet.
6. Are you a boy or Girl
- Girl.
7. What's your relationship status?
- Single.
8. How do you want to die?
- Painlessly, normally like in a sleep or something.
9. What did you last eat?
- Lunch.
10. Played any sports?
- Yeah.
11. Do you bite your nails?
- Haha. Sometimes.
12. When was your last physical fight?
- A week ago with Aletheia ;D
13. Do you have an attitude?
- Maybe.
14. Do you like someone?
- No.
15. What is your real name?
- Poh. xD
16. Are you gonna get high later?
- No. For what? .__.
17. Do you hate anyone at this moment?
- Nope.
18. Do you miss someone?
- Yes D:
19. Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
- Twirl.
20. Do you tan alot?
- Nope.
21. Have any pets?
- Nope. My last fish died already.
22. How exactly are you feeling?
- Bored.
23. Ever eaten food in car?
- Duh.
24. Ever made out in the bathroom?
- Ew, no.
25. Would you take any of your exes back?
- No ex what. Take what -.-
26. Are you scared of spiders?
- Not really.
27. Would you go back in time if you're given a chance?
- Maybe.
28. Do you regret anything from your past?
- A bit.
29. What are your plans for this weekend?
- Tuition, classes, food. I guess that's all. And anime chiong-ing ;D
30. Do you want to have kids?
- Erm, yes?
31. Ever kissed someone whose name start w. M.
- No -.-
32. Do you type fast?
- Haha. I think so.
33. Do you have piercings?
- Ears.
34. Want any more?
- No.
35. Can you spell well?
- Quite perfectly ;D
36. Do you miss anyone from your past?
- Maybe.
37. What are you craving now?
- Sushi!
38. Ever been to a bonfire party?
- No.
39. Have you ever been on a horse?
- Pony, yes. Horse, no -.-
40. Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
- No -.-
41. Have you ever broken someone's heart
- Maybe 2 xD
42. Have you ever been cheated on?
- I’ve already said no boyfriend.
43. Have you ever made your boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
- I'VE ALREADY SAID NO BOYFRIEND, made myself clear liao? -.-
44. Would you live with someone w/o marrying them?
- Maybe.
45. What should you be doing?
- Eating dinner.
46. What is irritating you right now?
- Nothing.
47. Have you ever liked someone that it hurt?
- LOL. Sounds emo. Nope.
48. Does somebody love you?
- My parents larh -.-
49. What is your favourite colour?
- Pastel colours are my favourite, then black [:
50. Changed clothes in a vehicle?
- Sort of.
51.Do you have trust issues?
- Nope :) No issues at all ;D
52.Are you looking forward to next year?
-Kind of.
53.What's your ideal boyfriend like?
- Kind, honest, helpful, shy, intelligent, cute. [slightly shorter than me never mind. Max: 5cm xD Taller better :D]
54.Do you think you can live without guys?
- I'm in a girl's school so yeah xD
55.What means the most to you?
Family and friends :D [true friends :D]
56.If you had one wish, what would it be?
- To be a little stronger and optimistic in myself, or to be smarter I guess.
61. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- DUH.
62. Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
- No ex la. Period.
63. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- Uhm. Dunno.
64. Do you give out second chances too easily?
- OMG YES :D
65. Is it easier to forgive or forget?
- Forgive [:
66. Is this year the best year of your life?
- Last year! D:
67. What was your childhood nickname?
- Malaysia uh -.-
68. Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
- NO. Crazy uh?!
70. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
- Mm-Hmm.
71. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
- Watched Shugo Chara.
73. What is bothering you?
- Nothing?
74. Have you ever been out of your province?
- Of course. School is outside my province -.-
75. Do you play the Wii?
- No. I play the PS3. Awesome xD
76. Are you listening to music right now?
- Kokoro no Tamago [:
77. Do you like Chinese food?
- Crystal Jade's only :P
78. Do you know your father's b-day?
- Of course larh -.-
79. Are you afraid of the dark?
- A bit. I used to think there were scary things under the bed or in the closet xD
80. Is cheating ever okay?
- Cheating is not okay, kay -.-
81. Are you mean?
- To the ones I', closer to. Outside, I play peacemaker [:
82. Can you keep white shoes clean?
- Not really -.-
84. Do you believe in true love?
- *nods head*
88. Do you like the outside?
- When it's sunny [:
89. Are you currently bored?
- A little.
90. Do you wanna get married?
- Haven't thought about it yet.
91. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
- Uh. Depends uh. But I don't find it very cute =.=
92. Are you hungry?
- Not really.
93. Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
- Whaat. No -.-
94. What makes you happy?
- Family and friends :)
95. Would you change your name?
- No. I love my name.
96. Ever been to Alaska?
- Nope.
98. Do you watch the news?
- Kind of. Listen, but it doesn't register in my brain sometimes xD
99. What’ s your zodiac sign?
- Rat.
100. Do you like Subway?
- Never been there before D:
101. Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
- Maybe.
103. Do you talk like your friends?
- Don’t think so. But sometimes I take quotes from them :x
105. Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
- Yes -.- I saw Gary and purposely avoided him xD
106. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
- Yes -.-
107. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
- Shuhang; Facebook. Okay, maybe not exactly talk xD
108. Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- I hate smokers. And if there isn't additional stuff other than the above conditions, then I can't accept it.
109. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- Charissa! :D
110. Favorite lyrics right now?
- Minna Daisuki and Kokoro no Tamago; Buono
111. Can you count to one milllion?
- Hope so. xD

2009-12-25T15:00:00.002+08:00

Merry Chrstmas everyone! [:

On Christmas day, I'm stuck cleaning up the house -.- What an awesome way to celebrate Christmas with my family right -.- Wrapped books, cleared my files and worksheets and textbooks and my mum hasn't gone online to buy our clothes for New Year yet -.- Anyway I shall explain what we did yesterday :D

I went to my mum's office and kind of stoned there. Then we went to the library and somehow Aletheia and I walked until the games corner and started playing board games xD [LOL 'bored' games -.- Games for bored people xD Whee I'm lame :D] We played: Congkak, Blackmail, Pictionary and finger puppets uh. The last one not fun. xD The finger puppets had a King, Queen, Joker, Owl, Villain, Prince, Joker and Princess. Aletheia started naming the puppets.

King- Tadase Hotori [.__. Why not prince -.-]
Queen- FUJISAKI!!!/Mashiro Rima [Nadeshiko larh. He got two names eh -.- Call surname for what.]
Prince- Kukai Souma
Princess- Yuiki Yaya/ Mashiro Rima
Villain-Sanjou Kairi [LOL xD]
Joker- Hinamori Amu [HAHAHA. That puppet looked funny.]

[The one in brackets were my expression or what I was thinking :D]

Then she made me control the King and Prince while she did the Queen and Princess .__. So mean right. Then sometimes she controlled Joker while I did Villain. [Eeyers, I did all the male charcters -.-] Hahaa. Then we saw our mum coming into the library we hid in one corner. When she went inside the games corner I think she freaked out cause Aletheia and I scared her by hiding behind a pillar xDD LOL so fun. Went back to the office to eat a slice of log cake [yumyum] then we went to fetch Perry.

The best news ever: I saw Sherann Teo Ler Ying going back home. Okay, it wasn't me but my mum uh. On the way back, I slept in the car, then at Perry infant care centre I woke up because mummy said she saw Sherann. Aletheia looked damn hyper even though she just woke up .__. Haha. My mum actually called out to Sherann eh. So cool right :D [Whee my mummy is awesome~ xD] I said 'hi' and then asked her to come to fetch Perry with us. Sherann said Perry has 'spiky' hair uh. Not spiky, just look like rambutans xD Hair like grass, will bend easily when you blow on it xD

After that, we went to Parkway Parade to eat Crystal Jade and to try out clothes at Pumpkin Patch :D The shirts were sooooo nice under the Urban Angel side. Just that my mum didn't want to buy as the price was very BOOMZ. $63 for a shirt[new arrival D:]. She went to look at the 50% off clothes -.- So she asked me to try the clothes on so she will buy online if there wasn't any size here. And practically, there wasn't any clothes that I could buy there because the clothes were just right. So must buy one size bigger. xD Plus I wore the 12y one. The bigger one is 14y. I feel so gigantic uh -.-

Then we went to Isetan to buy Aletheia's jeans, my shoes [okay what the hell. I just realised the brand is 'My Little Pony' eh. Although the design is nice la -.-] and my mum's stuff. Went to Bata to buy Aletheia's shoes, which in the end Aletheia complained to me a 'bad choice' because mummy didn't get the pink design for her, but the white one instead. [White is so much nicer -.-] Then we ate dinner, went back home. My mum and Perry slept at 10 while Aletheia and I secretly went to switch on the computer to watch Shugo Chara :D My dad played the PS3. Unfortunately, our secret was discovered and had to go to sleep xD But at least we watched 6 episodes so it wasn't too bad [:

Today, I didn't get to watch much. Until episode 43, my mum asked me to do a little 'spring cleaning' of the house and then I can't watch Naruto Shippuden episode 137 [haha lag behind cause was chiong-ing DGM and Shugo Chara xD]

[Peh Yu Yan sorry hor. Must postpone to another day then can watch :P Anyway I also not very interested in the sad part, so I can wait. xD]

So I guess the next thing I have to do is clear my wardrobe stuff. I can practically wear everything lorh. It's Aletheia that needs the clearing since she's occupying two shelves to herself now, while I have only one. D:<>dresses or skirts. -.- Pfft. I'm so mad. Even the Pumpkin Patch ones that are nice she complains it's not and all that. She just wants to stick to jeans and T-shirts. [When I'm sick of them -.-]

Hahaha. I shall go clear my wardrobe. Byebye.

2009-12-20T17:43:00.002+08:00

Shoot.

Now I like four anime characters -.- And I'm sick!

One thing, being sick is bad. Fever is still alright, but the sore throat can seriously kill -.- The other thing, it helps me to lose weight so I don't know what to say. Maybe by suffering all those pain, but losing weight does'nt seem that bad after all [:

Haha. Tadase is the new addition :D Okay. Seriously, I'm super slow when watching anime. An anime that was over a year go where my friends were watching and I'm watching it now -.- Sad. Rina slower. Still stuck at Shippuden 28 .__. Where I think is Chiyo baa-sama going to die. And the best thing is she didn't watch Naruto jump straight to Shippuden. LOL right -.-

Oh well. Anyway, I haven't completed my holiday homework yet D: I wish I could. Six more to complete! I finished my maths, now it's the things I don't want or don't know how to do -.- I don't feel like doing my Chinese article reflections, I don't know how to do my Homeec and Art, and Literature I'm still halfway cause I'm stuck at a portion I don't know how to do -.- Dumb right. So I feel like completing, at the same time don't feel like either.

Maybe I shall do it tomorrow, since my mum is on leave :D Maybe I'll ask her help me do Art, and Chinese with me. Then next week we'll do Homeec and Literature. Muahaha. xD

My fever has subsided [aww]. And I hope by 23rd I can sing properly if not I shall not go for the Old Folks Home celebration done by Interact. I don't want to croak when I sing -.- Sounds horrible. And if we sing with the karaoke version, the carols will be one octave higher and I will seriously have problems singing by then .__. I sing tenor. Hahaha. xD Xinru sing soprano [glass will break .__.]. Haha. Never mind. Hopfully by then I'm fully recovered. [:

Merry Christmas in advance everyone! I may not be able to blog these few days since I'm resting quite alot now [:

Going to continue watching Shugo Chara before resting [: Ciao.

2009-12-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

"The scenery outside the window changes
Even the season leaves me behind
Being closer than anyone, why didn't I realize
That seed of worries at that time?

Before I'm unable to see your figure
I couldn't say just that, just that one phrase of "don't go"

I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy
I can't help but to hate this twisted heart

The initial ring I received on my birthday
Remembering only makes me painful but
What I finally realized is that I relied
On you more than I thought

As if to even destroy the times spent together
The words that came out contrary to my heart was a good-bye in vain

I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday

I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy
I can't help but to hate this twisted heart
I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday"
-Regret; Mai Hoshimura

Hahaha. I so emo uh -.- Was thinking about sad events in the past uh .__. Well. So weird. I went to look up the lyrics of this song. Most likely because I'm sad and I used this song for the gymnastic practical 'test' for this year xD

Sigh. I still have like... 7 more holiday homework to do, tuition work and my piano practical exam is coming soon, late Feb to early March. And next year my other friend is taking his practical too. He's in Victoria School, and my teacher compares him with me. I feel so presurrized. Hahaha. School holidays somemore. I shall see how I will cope when school reopens. ):

Okay. Boomz. I watched until D-Gray Man episode 93 with Aletheia and when we saw Allen Walker playing the piano we were... Shocked :D Hahaha. And I should have paid more attention to Shiro-chan. I just realised that last year she talked about Cross and his gun, Judgement, that its bullets will keep going back to its target even if deflected. Then I think Yadiy exclaimed that it was 'cool' or something [: Pfffft. Last year we had so much fun talking about Naruto, D-Gray Man, Special A, Jigouku Shoujo because of Sherann. And Yadiy was completely hopeless of naming Naruto characters. I shall make a list? [:

Zabuza= Zazabu
Kimimaro= Kidoumaru
Kidoumaru= Kimimaro

[See. That's why he's so hopeless :P Hahaha. Homecoming he sure kill me one xD]

Then I still remember Yadiy creating songs for Sherann using Kanda, Lavi and Kei xDD And Sherann likes Hannah Montana too and one time Yadiy said Hannah Monyet by accident. xD

[Monyet= Monkey in Malay]

I think Sherann literally whack him upside down :D And I'm going to see everyone on the 29th again for Homecoming. [: And then maybe I can finally talk to Sherann properly about D-Gray Man and not just listen to her xD

Whoa. Thinking about my friends seriously improved my mood .__. Haha. I shall go and watch 'The Host', since my sister is pestering me to go watch ;D Byebye.

2009-12-05T11:36:00.003+08:00

I haven't been updating for awhile [: My apologies for that.

I'm going for chalet today! :D And have BBQ with most of my realtives [: (Obviously it's my mum's side or I won't be happy already xD) And my baaby cousin grew teeth .__. She's 7 months and Perry's 8. And Perry doesn't have teeth eh xD Bo-geh :D

Whee~ I think I'm going to cut my hair later D: I want keep long. But my mum tells me to go cut short. I don't want. Wait I look like mushroom head again -.- I just want to cut my fringe, that's all. Or else I'll cut like Jenna and Jerlyn, concave, so not that mushroom-y. And it would be awesome, as what Jerlyn would say ;D

Poof. Now I have Math e-learning to do and from 6 piled up to 10 pending e-learnings yet to complete -.- Argh. I hate e-learning D: Sometimes I think it's much better to do written work than to print out stuff yourself and do. And it's much better that you have materials provided for you rather than you have to go search them for yourself.

Haha. Oh well. Anyway I shall enjoy myself today and eat alot of food :D And become more glutton-y D: Haha xD Then Junyuan homecoming I will be fat xD EEE. I shall stop thinking about it already .__. Boomz. Look like Chouji later if I eat too much xD Haha. I shall go play facebook, since I have done my English composition and one of my Literature e-learning.

Byebye ;D

2009-11-30T22:23:00.002+08:00

I am back from Malacca! :D

I didn't have enough money to buy back souvenirs :x Whoops. Sorry everyone xD

The trip was alright. Actually I thought it would be kind of boring since we would be travelling with old people .__. But turned out to be okay uh. Just that on the first day when we needed to sit at the tables they kind of grabbed the food without sparing a thought for us -.- And Perry started saying 'neh neh' alot on the bus -.- So embarrassing xD And he kept calling 'jie jie' whenever he was super bored :D So cute. Haha.

For our meals, we kept going to cheena restaurants. Reminds me of the time when we had the steamboat at Cameron(?) where the soup dropped into my tea and Kai Lun, Zhi Wei and Daniel go take my tea and drink. The best part is Kai Lun said:"Tastes like tea." <- ROFL. Of course it tastes like tea -.- Seems dumb to say that xDD [no offence Kai Lun :D] And the time when Ryan cracked the egg and it didn't go into the steamboat but became fried egg instead :D

Then we stayed at some 3-star hotel called 'Orkid Hotel', which was opposite Renaissance. Opposite Renaissance Hotel. Hello. The sight was unbearable okay. I'd prefer Renaissance to some dusty, dirty and smelly 3-star hotel -.- Aletheia was satisfied with the hotel. "As long as can eat, sleep and bathe is okay already." Hah. If she stayed at Renaissance she wouldn't want to stay at Orkid [: Their breakfast wasn't good either -.- Oh well. Can't expect much from a 3-star hotel xD

I shall go play facebook, then D-Gray Man and then sleep. Good night [:

2009-11-23T22:07:00.005+08:00

Haa. I found this Allen Walker picture by chance. [:

It's really by chance uh -.- I was finding Lenalee pictures and suddenly I saw this Allen Walker picture :D OMG so cute xD The -BEFORE- one :3 I'm obsessed with Allen and Neji now .__. -feels guilty- Hee.

I'm thinking of watching Powerpuff Girls Z D: [OMG I'm so LAME] The pictures look cute and the dubbed version on CN is cute eh [: Hoho. And better finish watching Futariwa Pretty Cure first -.- I even forgot where I stopped at .__. Whoa. xD

Anyway... Aletheia and her big duck [his name is 'duckie' -.-] is on the bed. Aletheia's practically sleeping like a log uh -__- When she said she wanted to play facebook I come home find her sleeping on the sofa like a... log -.- I seriously need to improve my vocab. It's getting horrible D: Haha.

Kind of short. Just kind of wanted to blog because of the Allen Walker picture :D [I should never get obsessed with anime guys or this will be the outcome -.-] Maybe I shall go post some D-Gray Man pictures since I have nothing better to do :D

So nice right :D Haha. I shall continue watching D-Gray Man [:
Byebye~

2009-11-22T14:30:00.002+08:00

Interact Camp was fun, scary, disgusting and painful xD

Fun. Played lots of games. Became more bonded with our seniors [:

Scary. We watched Ju-on: the grudge. D: It was FREAKY. Okay. Maybe it wasn't freaky when I was with my friends, but when I went back home my mind became very imaginative and I couldn't sleep for the whole night. D: Well, I did sleep a little. But the rest of the time was on the lookout for supernatural stuff -.-

Disgusting. Something to do with the games. We had to play Dog and Bone modification: find the Chicken feet -.- Obviously I didn't dare to find it because it was in a pail of water with lots of other gross things inside so I defended :D [LOL I so smart xD]

Painful. Got smacked by my senior and was damn pain. Stinging for 1 whole hour and then slowly subsided. Haha. Still have a handprint mark :D So cool. But ultimately painful -.-

After the camp we went with Yenlink and accompanied her to her tuition centre. Waited with Elyn for our buses to come. Elyn's bus came when I had to miss 7 buses of mine to wait with her [SHE FORCED ME D:]. Then she sms-ed me and suggested that we should let the sec 1s watch Ju-on too. Then they will be scared :D Haha. During the camp I told Yenlink and Elyn that I watched D-Gray Man and my favourite character was Allen Walker and Lenalee and they were like: "ALLEN WALKER! He's cute right?" -.-

Yenlink's reaction to Lenalee: Yay. Lenalee!
Elyn's: Lenalee sucks uh.

And the conversation went on like that -.- And Elyn said she liked Cross eh -__- Whaat. Cross is... .___. ike half Jiraiya and half Tsunade xD LOL. I don't really like him uh -.- Then Yenlink said Kanda was weird and Elyn said he wasn't, so there was some great debate over what Kanda was -.- Xinru was totally lost, poor her. She never watch DGM so she dunno xD But everyone [as in Yenlink and Elyn] that Lavi was cute -.- Okayy. So weird huh. xD And we ate pizza for lunch :D I ate two and a half pieces. The 'and a half' I shared with Xinru. Our thrid piece. She was too embarrassed to go get another piece so when Tiantian asked us to take another piece, I took one and shared it with her :D

And yesterday Aletheia bought some big fat duck -.- She saw it and started chanting:"I want the duck. I want the duck." to my aunt, my mum, my dad and me -.- It was kind of irritating and so my dad finally relented and went to buy for her :D

I shall go play facebook now. Byee :D

2009-11-18T19:28:00.003+08:00

WHOA.
EVEN MY MUM DIDN'T SCOLD HER CHANGKAT CHANGI PUPILS
‘烂’

So I wonder what right he has to say that. -.- He's just an outsider eh. Correction. A GUEST in our house, hello. Still say my results are [that Chinese letter above]. -.- My awesome dad went to tell my grandpa and then my grandpa told my aunt. Vey nice to gossip huh -.- Anyway, my mum and I are surely going to blast/fire my 'akuma' [or demonic] uncle if he dare say anything bad about us. AGAIN. See if he knows his limits.

[LOL. With my Anti-Akuma weapon: my mouth :D Ahaha. I got INNOCENCE eh :D Kidding xD]

Anyway.... My piano teacher say I very blur -.- But now not so blur, for my aural, that is. She said I improved :D Haha. I'm so happy. Well, kind of. After hearing the 'I am blur' part I wasn't so happy -.-

I think I shall facebook, then watch D-Gray Man with my sister when she comes home from tuition. I find Naruto Shippuden draggy now .__. And Rina finds it's the other way round. D-Gray Man draggy, Naruto Shippuden nice. Okay la. If she watches Sakura vs. Sasori it's nice. But later on it drags... -.- Like the Guren and Yuukimaru part which I think is filler episodes. Oh well. Interesting though, touching, yes. Draggy, uh-huh -.- D-Gray Man is more funny! :D LOL. I shall go facebook now. Bye [:

2009-11-17T21:57:00.002+08:00

I guess Yu Yan should think I'm random -.- Found it on Jerlyn's blog :D See, mushrooms are okay Yu Yan. They are also said to help in health. So better eat even if you think it's weird and 'soft' -.-

Aletheia got back her report book. She got 7th in class! :D Yay. So happy for her [: And apparently, she got pinched by Heather. -.- Got three bruises on her arm and she says it still hurts after my aunt put Zam Buk for her D: It happened like this: Heather kicked Aletheia's chair, Aletheia pinched Heather lightly and Heather pinched back -.- Aletheia is really naive sometimes. And she went to call Heather just now to tell her 'I don't friend you'. When my mum told me that I was laughing like a maniac. I mean who in the right mind will tell their friend on the phone I don't friend you? xD I think I almost ROFL-ed xD Hahahahaha. Can't stop laughing.

I think I know why my uncle said that. I just realized all my cousins went to neighbourhood schools like Bedok North etc and his son went to Anglican High, which is considerably good, like my school. Then I came along and went to a good school too, and when m results are better than his son's, he thinks I'm trying to tarnish his reputation. The whole point is, he is jealous of me. I mean, who cares man -.- I don't really care now. I'll just work harder for my Chinese next year. Gambatte to me and Jerlyn :D LOL.

I shall go watch DGM since my sister is BUGGING me to hear [Brightdown] and see her Lenalee In Action -.- So yeah, ciao [:

I love my dear dear Allen Walker and Hyuuga Neji :D

2009-11-15T20:53:00.002+08:00

Pfft. Although I've kind of cooled down already,my self-esteem is still kind of at an all-time low.

And so much for trying to impress the elders.

I shall recount what happened, although it will most likely cause me to get angry and shout at my parents again about my uncle -.-

Remember the time when they came to get our winter clothing? Yeah, they came to return it to us today. I was kind of mad at my uncle the last time he drank first and then rejected whatever Aletheia gave him, which was iced green tea. So I went to pour steaming hot water for him [:

[ain't I an angel. The last time he wanted HOT HOT plain water we didn't have that until it boiled, so yeah.]

Hah. After that, he went to take our cookies to eat as if he was the host instead of the guest. We didn't even offer to give him the cookies and he just went to eat them like some... thing. -.- Then after that I went to the study room, my aunt came in to talk to me about what I want to do in the school holidays or something. I told her I had e-learning and holiday homework in fluent chinese. I should have asked my uncle to come in. After my aunt went out I heard them say:"Oh! Your daughter's report book?" In Chinese. So I went to take a look outside and both of them were cramming their heads to look at the results. The worst part is here.

Uncle:我不要看其它科目，只要看她的华文。华文拿了几分啊？
Mummy: 67分。
Uncle: 65？
Aunt: 67啦！
Uncle: 反正那种分数很烂！应该拿97麻。
Me: 但是，丹绒加东女校的华语很难...
Uncle:丹绒加东女校的华语不好， Catholic High&Hwa Chong Institution比较好.
[Uncle: I don't want to see other subjects, just Chinese. How much did you get?
Mummy: 67.
Uncle: 65?!
Aunt: 67!
Uncle: Anyway, those kind of marks are horiible! You should 97.
Me: But TKGS' Chinese standards are high.
Uncle: Bah! TKGS isn't good, Catholic High & Hwa Chong Institution are much better.]

*I and my mum scowl*<~LOL, so funny. xD

I mean, get a life. He told me my results were bad and TKGS is a bad school in Chinese, only good in their English. Since when? It's not that it's not good, it's the syllabus right? D:<>simply absurd，不可思议。 HAH. My Chinese is still okay. >:] If you choose to see one of my worst subjects, then I don't really care. I'll just do better, prove you wrong. Chinese... I don't have tuition and getting a B3 is good enough to my parents and to myself. For what reason do I have to please you? Even my grandfather thinks it's good. So I do not care. But do not insult the school. You just think a girls school is bad. You think Anglican is better, Catholic High and Hwa Chong are so much better. I'll just DIE there. So full stop. Although I don't love this school as much as Junyuan, I still care for it. Got it? Do. Not. Insult. TKGS. Period. If you dare, I'll surely shout back, and I do not care if it means it's in Chinese New Year. You're just a pain in the as* [:

I think I shouldn't blog any further. -.- I feel guilty eh. But then again, it was him who called my dear Neji-kun a ghost, he who said my results suck, so I don't really feel 100% guilty.

Maybe I'm still the very 单纯 Elysia. xD Haha. Anyway, I'm going to watch D-Gray Man! :D Allen Walker, Kanda Yu, Lenalee and Lavi are loved [:

Sayonara.

2009-11-15T18:04:00.002+08:00

I shall go and blog about my father's sickening brother-in-law, or my uncle who called Neji a ghost, LATER. D:<>

Ciao.

[It's not that I want to blog about it either. It's not to get rid of my anger or whatever, but to show you his true colours and what he thinks of TKGS. After reading the post later, must agree with me he is a downright bakayarou. :D If not, you're like him.]

2009-11-15T11:40:00.002+08:00

I didn't update for the whole week again yeah -.-

Haha. Didin't use the computer again. Even if I did, it was my uncle's so I can't blog D:

We're going to Malacca on 27-28 November! :D And my mum is the one who asked us to go -.- She was also he one that told us we couldn't go overseas this year -.- If we count this as an overseas trip, I think I can sense the irony -.-

And five more days to Interact Camp! :D But somehow I just don't look forward to it... Maybe because I'm afraid it's like the POP camp where they train us and also see our performance... And I don't want to get reprimanded for my 'quietness' again, don't want to get reprimanded that I keep ideas to myslef[WHICH I DO NOT OKAY. D:<], don't want to get reprimanded for anything. I just hate myself somehow, maybe it's because after getting 'sacked' then I thought the leadership path.. vanished (?). Haha. No more optimism Elysia dattebayo. I sound so freaking emo -.- Maybe I'll just skip it, not so bad :D Then I won't have to face others that I'm not so close to now. Maybe I won't feel so, alone :D Haha. I pon xD So unlike me -.-

Ah well. Today we went to the marketplace which was near obaa-chan's house to eat and we found a little shop where they rented manga! :D $3.50 per week for a Naruto [english :D] book. Hee. Unfortunately I couldn't find D-Gray Man. D: So sad. Haha. [wow I became myself again -.-] But maybe I'll go borrow [: My dad was the one who saw the Naruto manga first and he was like:"ELYSIA! I found a Naruto comic book." <~ -__-: my reaction. Haha. But Aletheia was asking:"Where? WHERE?" xDD LOL. So funny. My mum went for massage -.- So too bad :P If she saw my reading manga I bet she will:" Tsk tsk. Didn't I tell you not to read so many manga? Go read your borrowed Eldest or whatever." -.- Haha. I have a super cute family :D Then Perry will try to grab my book everytime one -.-

Haha. Nothing really happened for the rest of the week, other than me taking care of Jaelyn at my grandaunt's house :D She's cute. Got double eyelids and dimples :D Haha.

I better go check my email in case there are any notifications on the Interact Camp. [:

Sayonara.

P.S: Perry just turned 8 months old today :D

2009-11-11T13:16:00.002+08:00

"Uunyuu?"

Hina-Ichigo, Rozen Maiden

I saw Eronica and Kai Lun just now :D Well, at least I think it was Kai Lun -.- He didn't see me, and I thought it was him because... Of his face [xD] and his spectacles .__. Eronica didn't see me either when I met her at McDonald's because she too busy talking to her friends xD Went to Macs to eat McSpicy [so unlike me -.-] and I drank like... A whole cup of Milo in twenty seconds because I wasn't used to eating spicy stuff -.- Normally I'll just order McChicken, but my dad asked me to try the McSpicy. -__- The sad thing is, I'm going to become fat [nooo D:] from eating junk food these few days -.- Chocolate, Macs, Ice-cream. xD

[I envy the obaa-chan who eats alot and never gets fat lorh. Hmph D:<]

I shall go to the market with my grandma on Friday and cycle my bicycle :D Can lose some fats xD I hope .__.

Tomorrow I have piano make-up lesson again. ): Hopefully my aural will be better this time -.- I feel so stupid when my teacher keeps repeating:"No no, listen to the left hand, not the right hand." And in the end I still listen to the right hand for my memory singing -.- [Yeah I know it's stupid. Can't help it :P] Haha. So I shall go listen to some music which has background music inside :D [eh wait. What kind of music don't have background music one? -knocks head-]

Haha. Then after I practice my piano, I shall watch D-Gray Man and fetch my sister from Chinese dance practice. (: Maybe she won't allow me to watch D-Gray Man again D: Oh well. Byebye all :D I shall go practice piano.

2009-11-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

Updated yeah (:

Finally I get to use the computer. -__- Even I have to watch D-Gray Man using the PS3, but at least got big screen :D Haha. My sister didn't want me to use the computer and play XBOX with her, so that explains why I can't use the computer D:

Rina likes Rozen Maiden [she completed the whole thing lerh .__.] :D But she likes Hina-Ichigo and she says Shinku is cryptic. I wonder what cryptic means though... Haha, oh well, at least she likes the anime (: Ronald asked her to watch Shippuden after that. Haha. He's awesome :D LOL, so then I can talk to Rina not only bout Rozen Maiden but also Naruto eh :DD Then I watch D-Gray Man and I can also talk about it to her (; Haha. Yay.

I completed my Science e-learning worksheets! :D Now there's:
English: Comprehension, Summary, Composition, Grmmar[DONE], Vocabulary
Chinese: Newspaper article reflections x2, cloze x2
Art: Tie-dying .__.
Literature: STTD chapter 3 worksheet, worksheet on themes .__.
Geography: CA Term 2, Humans & Rivers Interrelationship, some worksheet [xD]

My Geography I have here and there xD Lazy to hand in on the e-learning portal though. Haha. And these few days I have been talking to obaa-chan. Apparently he has the new Naruto Shippuden: Akatsuki Rising PSP game liao. Whatever. I don't really care. I don't have a PSP anyway xD And he thinks LittleBIGPlanet is a game of snowmans .__. I was like... whaaat. -.- It's sackperson, what snowman -.- And he said it was featured on Okto? o.o Oh well.

I shall go and facebook now, since I didn't really have the time to use the computer. And then tomorrow I shall use the PS3 to watch D-Gray Man :D Haha.

Ciao.

2009-11-05T13:38:00.002+08:00

" Cleanse this pitiful Akuma's soul. "
- D-Gray Man

I think I'm addicted to D-Gray Man :D It's nice. But very hard to find nice nice D-Gray Man pictures. ): Oh well. I'm still high Rina likes Rozen Maiden :D

I'm slacking again! O: I didn't do my e-learning today, again. Just now still went out to buy pen refills and meet up with obaa-chan to buy his stupid fishes. Then he no chilvary one, never walk Aletheia and I back home. D: I shall relate to you the incident...

Aletheia and I went to Big Bookshop to buy pen refills. Then we saw obaa-chan and went to buy his fishes. -.- He splashed the fish water everywhere lorh, at the fish shop D:<>

But then it's raining now I wonder if obaa-chan is at home already. Just now Aletheia told me that we forgot to give him an umbrella. And the best part is...he didn't bring anthing other than -his handphone and brother... [why am I thinking about this? -slaps face-]

Anyway, I'm going to slack somemore and watch D-Gray Man rather than do e-learning. Aletheia is pushing me away from the laptop lerh.

Ciao. :D

2009-11-04T14:35:00.002+08:00

Someone finally is watching Rozen Maiden and said it's nice.
Okay. The someone is Rina. -.-
But she finds it interesting :D
Whee~ So happy. [:
I can finally talk to someone about Rozen Maiden now xD
Apparently, she likes Shinku or Hina-Ichigo :D
She finished first season.
Next season will be Ouverture, then Traumend :D
Haha.
Stupid Yadiy obaa-chan,
ask me go buy fish with him and Aletheia today,
in the end say cannot -.-"
Hmph. Then ask me go tomorrow -__-
Ah well. He'll be happy to see Aletheia.
And I can finally punch him (:
[Whoa, I sound more and more like Sakura .__.]
Haha. I shall continue watching D-Gray Man.
Sayonara~

2009-11-04T09:29:00.003+08:00

Ahaha, I changed my blogskin again. -.-
Sorry Bernice if the fonts are too small D:
Oh well. Whoops :x
Kayys. Byee.

2009-11-04T08:45:00.002+08:00

Helloooo :D

I woke up like... super early today yeah? xD I already woke up at 7.50a.m. Don't know why I woke up that early since I'm like to sleep late and wake up late -.- Oh well. I don't really mind (:

Apparently, Aletheia Poh chose Chinese Dance as her CCA and will be attending the CCA today. The best thing is my aunt is in charge [with other teachers] of the Chinese Dance group. She told Aletheia once she joins, she can't quit halfway. Sadly, Aletheia always liked to quit things halfway and my mum and I tried desperately to ask her to not join, but she didn't listen and today is going for the CCA thing. I'm expected to fetch her from Tampines West CC later. Fantastic much ): It's her choice. (: I don't care if she doesn't like it. If she comes to regret it, it's her fault anyway -.-

Obaa-chan wanted me to give him money to buy his stupid guppies -.- And he owes me 3k from Pet Society, and my other fish tank which he broke. And now still want me buy guppies for him. I think I'll just give him my dead ones :D Haha, kidding. Yesterday, Rina sms-ed me to have a wonderful time with him. I was like 'whaaat.' -.- She also asked him to buy arowana. I'm the one buying the fishes leh D: Not enough money anyway :P

Now I'm going to facebook to play Pet Society. I'm not planning to do my e-learning today :D Whee~ I'm slacking during the holidays :D

Haha. Byebye (:

2009-11-02T09:05:00.002+08:00

"面倒くせい[mendoukusei]."

"What a drag..." -English version

"How troublesome..." -Japanese version

~Quoted from: Nara Shikamaru~

Yes. E-learning is 面倒くせい. xD Haha. I'm speaking broken Japanese. xD Oh well. This is stupid. Doing e-learning in the holidays are troublesome. Can't we enjoy our holiday? I want to go back to the time after PSLE. NO e-learning. Wait. Junyuan doesn't even have e-learning during December holidays! D: What is this man. I still have to suffer. -___- Gah. Sherann also has to do e-learning, so I don't think I can complain either...

I have piano lesson today and I'm going to die :D I didn't practice my piano for 2 whole weeks and I think my hands became stiff. Oh well. I'll just come up with some excuse. [And sometimes I wonder why people don't like going for piano classes -.-]

Lalala~ I haven't even completed a single thing for e-learning, but I did a few parts here and there. xD Haha. So random. *Sigh* Maybe shall go blog hopping or facebook-ing to relieve my boredom. I'm becoming like Shikamaru. Eat, sleep, [I don't play Shogi -.-] and play a little bit of Sudoku [which I will never know how to complete -.-]. xD Haha. So I guess it doesn't really help anyway.

I shall go facebook-ing before doing my work (:

Byee~

Ups and Downs in the whole week

2009-11-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

Yadiy is not migrating to Australia! :D

Okay. I think I'm overreacting. -.- But yeah, he isn't migrating[when I read his post I was emo for one whole week -.-] , Shantel isn't changing schools [ I was worried for her D:] , and Jenna will be here for the time being [which is a big relief too!] so all my three burdens have been taken away from me and I feel so happy~ Especially when I got Yadiy message. I was smiling so widely that my mum asked me what happened xD Then I told her my best friend isn't leaving and she said she wouldn't have to go to Perth to work. Tch. Oh well. D: At least go on holiday right? xD

Yesterday was the most exciting day in this whole year [I think].

We went to Haw Par Villa, a wet market[which was a little disgusting -.-], Qian Hu fish farm, some organic farm, a pottery store and a temple. When we went to Haw Par Villa, my sister was freaked out by the 'punishments' in the 18 levels of Hell .__. Honestly it was kind of scary. But I went there before so it wasn't too bad. When we came out, Aletheia was asking me:" Will I get any of the punishments?" She looked very scared. Ah well, that girl is scared of death anyway. So I told her that as long as her consience is clear, she wouldn't have to fear anything. That kind of put her at ease.

Then we went to the wet market. Okay. One word to describe the setting: Gross. Aletheia and I were disgusted at the sight of the floor. But we bought stuff there anyway. My grandma bought lots of dry goods there. Then we went to eat, and then we went to the organic farm. My grandma bought Aletheia and I organic ice-cream, which... was kind of horrible .__. I ate it up quickly and lied to my grandma it was nice, but my sister played with the ice-cream before throwing it away, which caused my grandma to be a little angry. Haha.

We went to the pottery shop. We saw lots of stuff like vases and pots. Even chopsticks and spoons were there -.- Aletheia bought some mini tea set so that she can play with her barbie dolls [I think so] tea party -.- I was thinking: Get a life. We went to a temple and prayed and after that, went to the fish farm. (: I was so tempted to go for the fish spa, since I heard that the fish would help remove dead skin cells. Sadly, my grandma didn't allow me to go.

She said:"Wait the fish eat other people's skin and then they got some disease, then you put your feet there wait you get the disease." And so I couldn't go D: Aletheia suggested to go do the 'longkao fishing'. So we caught guppies and they are super cute! But some of them died. Sad ): Oh well. We didn't have fish food. So I think that's the reson they died.

All in all, I think it was eventful. And today is the happiest day for me...

I shall go sleep now. Good night (:

"I used to always cry and give up... I nearly went the wrong way... but you... you showed me the right way... I was always chasing you... wanting to overtake you... I just wanted to walk with you... I wanted to be with you... you changed me! Your smile saved me! So I’m not afraid to die protecting you!! Because I - love you..."
-Hyuuga Hinata 日向ヒナタ[to Naruto]

2009-10-30T13:18:00.002+08:00

I changed my skin. [Like duh ._.]

Partly it's due to the font size, it's bigger and clearer :D [all for my dear Bernice Ho] , partly because there's Kanda in the background xD

And so today was Teacher Parent Conferencing [or TPC].

I got back my report book and the first thing I saw was my postion.
-BOOMZ- [LOL.]
5th position in class. 31st position in cohort.
Saw my overall percentage mark: 72.8 [Another boomz, I guess xD]

Then Mrs Lee said I was very nice, hardworking and very, very, quiet. The quiet part I was like: Whaat? I thought I make alot of noise in class xD Then she told my parents I was a POP. Then I told I wasn't. She looked like I was kidding her -.- Okay, never mind. Later she said the only reason I could have gotten out of the POP thing was because I was too quiet .__. Anyway, I just hope that I won't get nominated as a POP, even though I want the leadership points. [2 marks leh! D:<>

My mum was like:'Well done.'
My dad was like:'Well done, but must improve your marks next year.'
I was like:'Thank you.' to both of them and gave my dad a '-__-' face.
Okay. So I'm happy with my results. I thought this time round I'll only get like... 60+ or maybe 70. Hee~ I'm so happy that I think I'm becoming mentally unstable :D

Okay. So I shall go facebook-ing for now. Work hard=play hard. So I shall play like crazy :D

Sayonara.

"I realise the scremaing pain.
Hearing loud in my brain.
But I'm going straigh ahead with the scar."
-Sign by Flow [Naruto Shippuden opening 6]